I Had A Crush On You

Tibe tibe teringat i ada crush dengan sorang ehem ehem ni masa zaman diploma. Time ada crush dgn dia ni i already had a bf. And already an ex-lah. This crush mmg comel. Pandai. Putih. Tapi my current bf at dat time super tinggi plus main rugby, so kire time tuh i mmg ngade2 nak atlet negara saje. Ulat buku tamoh! Hoh!

Tapi kitorang mcm keep in touch lah jugak setiap masa. If i gado dgn bf mesti dia akan buat lawak kasik i ceria balik. Pastuh dia mesti tanya ape cerite dgn bf. Plus dulu penah bile nak break up dgn bf, i suro dia pulangkan sume barang2 bf i. Dia pun sanggup je.

Penah satu hari gado besar dgn bf sbb i rapat sgt dgn crush i ni sekali bf i nak pegi bilik dia(zaman diploma dok kat asrama) nak belasah. Tapi i cepat2 call crush i ni tanya dia kat mane konon2 nak suro dia larilah sekali dia tgh men futsal. Amin,selamat nyawa anak orang di situ :)

Pastuh tetiba crush i ni bagi lagu Taylor Swift - Teardrops on My Guitar. Masa tuh i tgh prctcal pastu jiwa kacau kejap apesal dia bagi lagu ni. Yelah da tentu ni lagu pompuan bagi kat laki tapi apesal dia bagi lagu ni kat i kan. Ish ishhhh. Sebab lirik dia mcm sedeh gitu. Satu lagi dia bukan main gitar pun. Tapi time tuh simpan je dlm hati. Meh sini i salin dan tampal lirik dia...

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me,
I laugh cause it's so just funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight,
give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
and know she's lucky cause

So I drive home alone,
as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
and maybe Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see.


Tapi saya mmg setia pada atlet negara saya :)

So yeah even tho relationship between these two guys tak work out but i still keep in touch dgn crush i ni til today. My atlet negara tuh i keep in touch bila i rasa gatal je. Hahahaha.

Til today i dont think he knows that i used to love him :')