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To My Sis On Her Big Wedding Day

2011-10-08T00:38:00.003+08:00

My sister and I

The day that i made this post is on 7th August 2011.
There's still 61 days to my sis wedding day.
I am so happy for her......NOT
Ok yes of course i am happy for her.
The thing is that i don't know if i am gonna be ok after she is married.
It's not that my soon to be brother in law, Alif is not a good guy.
He is a good man, i think he is closest brother in law for me that i will ever have.
Kak Rai is so lucky coz they have been going together for 8 years.

For those 8 years they have been together,
I have been with Kak Rai for 23 years.
23.
I share everything with her.
Room.Bed.Clothes.Stuffs and sometimes even underwear (well we almost the same sizes)
And it's great that i don't have to share any of this with her anymore.
But one thing for sure i know i am gonna be super sad.
I can promise you one thing, i wont cry on the wedding day
But i will be devastated

The thing is that it's not just room, bed, clothes or stuffs that i will stop sharing with her
I will probably stop sharing all of my thoughts, complains, whines, tears, anger n etc.
It will never be the same.
I cant asked her to called me in the middle of the night like always just to hear me cry.
I wouldn't want to disturb her baby making business with Alip.
Like now, i am having a breakdown but i am resisting myself to call her.
Well, just because i need to practice.
I have to get used to the moment where she will be Alif's property.

Kak Rai is the best sister for me.
The one and only.
I can hate her so fucking much today and tomorrow we will still be fighting.
But in the end of the day she will act like nothing happened and treat me nicely.
I hate and love her because of that.
Just because my heart is too soft for her.
She is so freaking annoying sometimes but i really dont know how i can put up with her all this while.

Kak Rai,
Congratulations on your wedding day with Alif.
Please treat Alep nicely.
You know i will always be on your side no matter what people say about u.

-this is crazy, writing like this is crazy. I am not good with pouring out my emotions to my loved ones. Yekkkk. Ok fine, up until now everything i wrote are truly from my heart :) -

- I DO CRY ON HER WEDDING DAY-

Sem 4

2011-09-14T19:22:00.001+08:00

Ok sem ni aura susah dia dah nampak terang lagi bersuluh. Plus lecturer ramai strict. Nanges beramai2 :"(

Selamat Berpuasa

2011-08-04T13:59:00.002+08:00

Just to let u know sempena bulan puasa i have other blog for it, especially sempena bulan puasa :)

30 Hari Diari Ramadhan

Happy Fasting to all the Muslims in the world :)

Sniff Sniff

2011-06-22T16:40:00.002+08:00

I am not feeling well today. Selesema dah mcm air paip. Tekak perit. Baru nak lelap mata telefon berbunyi tanpa henti henti :"( Today my parents xda kat umah. I live alone :"(

Pagi makan nasik lemak yg dibeli abah
Tghari makan megi
Tghari lagi siket makan roti bakar
Ni dah 430 buat sup makaroni.

Bile time sakit2 ni kenapalah sorang2 di rumah. Nasib baik mong comel ada.

Once in a Lifetime :)

2011-06-17T23:11:00.001+08:00

Things like this don't happened every year :) Thanx to my beloved parents for their doa every single minute and of course lecturers and friends. Buuuuuuuut i just hate to see those (-) symbol in my result. But still, Alhamdulillah :) Arigato gozaimasu :) Now i am planning and saving for 3 vacation for the next next year. I have Perhentian, Krabi and Seoul in my plan now. Now lets pray for that to happened too :)

Another End of The Semester :)

2011-05-03T16:15:00.006+08:00

I have one more paper to go. This coming Friday i'll be gone for good :)

I still haven't read anything yet for the last paper because i'd just finished my research paper at noon. So i need LOTS of time to rest and rest and rest my brain. Later tonight, i will start reading my management book non stop until tomorrow night :)

Oh i just want to share with u one of the happy thing that is going to happen this June :)

No...no i am not getting married or engaged or anything!

I AM GOING TO SEE THIS!!!!I am going to meeeeetttt HIM!!!!!!!!! Yeahhhh finallllyyyy he's coming to Malaysia. Right right i know what are you guys thinking 'duhh, another K-Pop fan girl!!! What A LOSER!' But seriouslyyyy i just dont care :) I wanna meet Tae Kyung Opppaaaaaaaaaa.

What??? Me???? You wanna see Me????

YES!!!!!!! I wanna seee youuuu. So please set your date this coming 4th June at KLCC. Come and see him face to face at THE CRI SHOW IN MALAYSIA :)

WEEHOOOOOOO~

GIGI DAN GUSI SAKIT!!!!

2011-03-27T19:44:00.004+08:00

I am in so much pain. The pain that dominate any other pain except sakit nak beranak!! Which is sakit gigi!!!!! Ok gigi tak saket, actually gusi yg sakit. Gusi ni totally bengkak. Sekarang dah mcm org gila terliur sana sini pastuh bila telan air liur rasa mcm telan api. Serius sakit. I am not exaggerating at all (ok maybe a little).

This pain started on saturday night, the moment i woke up i felt that my gum already swollen. But there is no pain at all. It just swollen, so i dont want to be this anak manja ngadu2 and that so let it be jelah kan. So pagi tuh i siap2 nak keluar wif my girls to buy shoes,clothes and all that. And pagi tuh instead of sakit gigi i sakit perut. See annoying tak sume part of my body nak sakit. Still i buat bodo jelah.

I went to Jezmine's and sempat rembat few clothes :) Lunch pun still ok lagi bleh gigit gigit. But then bila tiba malam bengkak tuh semakin menggila and the pain already started. Macam tetiba terus saket. But still can layan few epidodes of 'Vampire Diaries' and 'Big Bang Live Concert'. So mlm tuh i minum air panas. Yes air panas menggelegak,pas air masak je terus minum. I am crazy like dat, if sakit tekak ke hilang suara mmg tak tunggu terus minum air panas2. So i thought it would stop the pain and i tido jelah smpi pagi ni.

Taaaapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii pagi ni i bangun i dah meliur dgn banyak nye dkt bantal mmg serius bau sampah!!! Yes i am geli of myself also!! I pun mcm WTF apesal meleleh air liur ni??? Sekali rasa-rasa gusi da bengkakkkkkkkk smpi gigi kiri belah kanan belakang atas sekali dah tenggelam. Scary kan!!! TAPIIIII still degil nak tahannnnnnn jugak. Dah tak boleh nak makan nasik so makan lah megi. Ok time tuh dah sakit rupe2nye :"(

So pegilah keluar kunun2 nak pegi klinik tapi hampasssss sume tutup klinik gigi. Babi babi babi. Ok pastuh pegilah nak beli aiskrim coz my mak suro makan aiskrim so pegilah beli aiskrim kat Giant Pusat Komersial, Shah Alam ini. So belilah aiskrim potong yg ada 5 dlm kotak tuh kan sekali bila bukaaakkkk sumenye airrrrrrrrr!!!! AIR ok AIR!!!!!! SO JANGAN BELI AISKRIM DEKAT GIANT SBB DIORANG TIPU JE LEBIH!! I AM SO EMO RIGHT NOW!!!!!

So sekarang i know how does it feel when your gum hurts. Maybe wisdom tooth nak tumbuh kan. Seriously if dia nak cabut je ke ape i dont care. Cabut jelah!!

Alert: MAJOR CRUSH!

2011-03-09T02:00:00.003+08:00

Did i tell u that i have this major crush towards my Ethnic Relationship's lecturer?

His smile makes me faint!

Unfortunately, he's married!

But wateva as long as he smiles again to me the next monday :D

Oh did i also tell u that he's an 'ustaz'? :)

Sejuk hati mak di kampung. Hahaahahahahaha

Its Not Your Fault But I'm A Locked Door

2011-03-06T21:01:00.003+08:00

This is crazy.

I have been thinking about u for a week in a row.

I kept on thinking about our crazy days last year.

I remember the look on your face when u HAD to drive me all the way from Shah Alam-Damansara-Subang-Shah Alam on your working days.

I remember how we spent our saturday and sunday nite watching movies and eating non stop.

I definitely remember the nite when u said u want to see me again. After all u just met the other day.

I remember on bulan Ramadhan u will called me to make sure i eat for sahur. And we will continue waking up each other until Ramadhan ends.

I try not to remember other girl's sms in ur handphone.

But i do remember the day when u rush came to me after ur exam ends just bcoz we havent seen each other for 3 days.

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I know i kept on pushing u away from me but u know i am not looking for anything serious.

But now u just gone.

U left.

So i guess it's ok.

And i dont have the slightest courage to even look for u.

I am scared. Of being rejected.

After all u bring out the best of me.

Count on U

2011-03-04T15:19:00.002+08:00

*Cough Cough Sniff Sniff*

As u all notice my recent post said that i am not feeling very well. Every nite i will 'hentak' my head kuat-kuat becoz kepala sgt pening. And then hingus leleh-leleh. Ada satu kali tuh tgh bersin pastuh hingus keluar sekali. Selekeh kan. Igt saya suka kaaaaa selekeh mcm ini.

Anyway, i am not the type of person yg senang2 nak kene flu. Yes i am not. Becoz my antibodi sgt lah kuat or tinggi or wateva it is. In one word i consider myself as sehat. I even buat sit up occassionally :D But i dunno why suddenly i kene flu batuk batuk demam gedik gedik ni sume. I think since i join FESMEL kat kolej tercinta ni kot, yelah panas sume kan. Apart from dapat sunburn, i got other extra package mcm saket2 ni lah. FINE.

So today i made up my own medical leave,in other words ponteng kelas sbb demam. Manje tak. Even tho ponteng i tetap siapkan kerja sekolah smbil hingus meleleh dan pesan kawan tercinta tolong submitkan assignment. Tapi hari ni Prof saya suka dengki tetiba nak MC bagai. Selama ni dia tak sedar kalau ada anak2 monyet tak datang kelas tapi hari ni dia mcm sedar saya tak dtg and request that i get an MC from any panel clinic of UiTM. The thing is Pusat Kesihatan UiTM ni tahap kemut tanak bagi MC. My buddy hari tuh batuk berdarah and dia pegilah mintak mc pastu tak dapat. Doc kate ini perkara biasa. Kalau batuk berdarah adalah perkara biasa, macam mana pula dgn demam gedik dan pening-pening saya ini? Mesti lagi dia tak layan.

So i was thinking where can i get this freaking MC?? :( In fact i nak ubat jugak. Sebab i da habis makan satu papan panadol still tak jalan. Hingus masih merembes. I ask sympathy from my mom, and she tried to call my brother but my brother off his henfon. So i tanak kawan dgn abang i anymore. Coz i know alasan dia mesti tak charge henfon bla bla bla bz bz presentation bla bla penat baru balik hongkong tak kemas barang lagi bla bla bla henpon tak topap bla bla bla.

Last semester i always had that special person that i can rely on. Nak pegi makan pun dia sanggup dtg dari jauh. Nak tgk wayang pun dia sanggup je muncul dari mana ntah. Ni lagi lah kalau i saket mesti dia sanggup je bawak i pegi KLINIK PANEL UITM SHAH ALAM. Ok bukan takda member boleh bawak pergi klinik tapi hari ni kan friday cepat je sume orang hilang ntah ke mana. I am sad. Bukan tak boleh naik bas juga tapi kan saya saket mane larat panas-panas ni kan. So i cuma larat mengadu nasib dekat blog.

And u know what, i dont care if takda MC. Igt aku hadaaaappppppp sgt nak mintak MC. I rather rejuvenate myself di bilik and main dgn hingus.

p/s: i need to find any *friends with benefits* that i can count on anytime i want :)

Saya TAK Sehat :"(

2011-03-03T09:44:00.002+08:00

Saya selesema cikgu.

Saya batuk-batuk juge cikgu

Saya pening-pening juge cikgu

Saya demam-demam siket juge cikgu.

I hate flu. Seriously benci gila. I dont mind coughing or even a slight fever, but please not a flu!!!!! I cant even sleep or do anything :"(

I am not feeling well right now so my mood will change drastically if someone hit the wrong button. So it is better if u behave well and in return i will behave well too.

$______$

2011-01-25T19:21:00.004+08:00

*fortune cookie kata buy buy buy!!!!!*

I finally received my monaaaayyyy from Nuffnang. Its not much but its still monaaayyyy. Hahaha. Thanx Nuffnang! :D

This past few weeks i have been trying my best to behave my own self. So dat on chinese new year i can splurge my money or my omak money or my apak money to buy new clothes. I need new clothes rupa2nya. Have been wearing baju kurung for quite a long time here. Mak patut rasa bangga dgn anaknya yg mengekalkan warisan melayu. Chewaaaahh!!!

Last week i try to apply for a loan/scholarship from 'XXXXX'. The interview was held at uitm. And i had to skip couple of class so dat i can go for the interview. They said we should study more about recent issues and u know its like all those ministers name and all that. Macam orang gila i memorize all the names in one night only. And seriously its not like i have this Einstein's brain that i can memorize everything so i have to google-d everything while waiting for my turn. And my hp bill naik gila babi sbb google isu2 semasa ni. Nanges :"(

So it was my turn finally for the interview, i was ready to answer all of the questions! Hahah sgt confident that the interviewer would ask me bout latest news but instead he asked me about FILM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hilang confident terus! Ok i admit i am a movie junkie! But its just too damn sudden for the person to ask me bout film! Hergh!!!

So he asked me 'Filem apa yg menang filem terbaik masa festival filem malaysia?'

Ok. Malay Movies. Herm ok. Senang cakap time tuh hamek kau habis sume tajuk filem melayu penuh dalam otak ni ha. Muallaf ka? Adnan Sempit ka? Khurafat ka? Eh tuh filem baru? Habis tuh sape yg menang ni! Grrrrr!!! Sebab terlalu gelabah, i just said Muallaf won the award even tho i know it was wrong but still the confidence level is reaaaaallly high at dat moment! Hahahaha. Then the person just keep on smiling and asking and asking again. And i think it was Magika who won it. Still 'Muallaf' is wrong yer! Grr!!! In the end he asked me whether i really want the money? I said 'yes,i really want it!' Sungguh bermata duitan di situ.

Truthfully speaking, after all the questioning and answering i sbnrnya da tak larat. I tak tau kenapa tibe2 i rasa annoyed with the questions. Hmmm maybe i was so upset they didnt ask me bout any recent issues. Pissed off ok! I really hope i get the loan. I seriously do coz i heard the $_____$ is quite a lot. So its to late now to regret or watsoever. Im just praying that i get it and hoping that 'Muallaf' is not the reason y i wont get the money. Urghhh!!!!

IF DAPAT THE MONEY IM GONNA BUY ALL OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS BIRTHDAY PRESENT. SENANG CAKAP SUME ORG AKAN DAPATLAH HADIAH TAHUN NI OR MAYBE TAHUN DEPAN. KALAU TAK DAPAT OKTHNXBAI.

Remy Ishak Meowwwwww

2011-01-18T01:18:00.002+08:00

Sila gembira kembang hidung sampai minggu depan. Meow~

Kepada Mak/kak uda/kak mai/kak rai/abah/wan:

REMY ISHAK REPLY TWEET YANA.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA GEMBIRA NI DAH HA. OK BYE NAK TIDO ATAS TAMAN.

Penakut

2011-01-17T00:42:00.004+08:00

Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku
Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau bukan milikku

-yuna (penakut)-

Its gonna be different this new year. I hate the feeling of being left alone. Especially by you.

OK so now it was ended. It was fine. I wasn't hurt so brutally like ever before.

I guess I'm handling myself very well now.

But still I'm only a girl.

There's time when u came across my mind n i feel so sad just by thinking bout it.

Maybe i should 'layan' the sorrow feeling for a week.

I feel like shopping this moment. But emak is guarding my money now -"______-

Hari Pertama Sekolah

2011-01-09T19:38:00.003+08:00

hai sayang :)

1st day sekolah = PONTENG! hahaha. Ponteng ada sebab. Ponteng sbb settlekan celcom punya bil. Biasalah da besar2 ni bnyk komitmen nak kene settle -____-

2nd day sekolah = Cikgu suara slow gila. Mcm ayu2 sopan2 gitu. Tak dengar ape dia cakap padahal da duduk 2nd row. Takpelah cikgu 14 minggu lagi mesti cikgu da terjerit2.

Next cikgu pulak ngantuk gila. Sampai kene lempang muke seploh kali sebab dia cakap dalam satu nada saja. Tapi dia baik. Sayang cikgu. Comel gila dia sebut fire jadik fiyaaaahhhhhh!!!

Lepas tuh ajak geng ramai2 makan kat cafe,usya budak sains sukan yg badan ketak-ketak mcm remy ishak,ramai yg baka baik2. Terjumpa dgn senior idaman, terus hormon gatal melonjak2.

Kelas ptg pula, cekgu pilih kasih. Dia sayang student muda remaja yg dia penah ajar, kami2 yg dia tak penah nampak ni dia abaikan. Baiklah cikgu.

3rd day sekolah = Harini kelas Jepon. Comel gila rasa dah harini cakap Jepun. Ohaiyooo~ Ish tak penah rasa comel melampau2 ni.
Kelas petang adalah cekgu masa sem 1 yg ajar. Dia da bagi esemen -____-

4th day sekolah = Kelas cancel. Pegi klinik teman nana sambil tgk remy ishak kat tv3. Hormon melonjak2 lagi.

5th day sekolah = Dapat esemen lagi -_____- . Kelas petang berjaya ponteng lagi sbb ngantuk.

Part 3

2011-01-04T16:54:00.001+08:00

This new semester is seriously freaking hard.

Please help me God to go thru it.

I Had A Crush On You

2011-01-02T01:02:00.004+08:00

Tibe tibe teringat i ada crush dengan sorang ehem ehem ni masa zaman diploma. Time ada crush dgn dia ni i already had a bf. And already an ex-lah. This crush mmg comel. Pandai. Putih. Tapi my current bf at dat time super tinggi plus main rugby, so kire time tuh i mmg ngade2 nak atlet negara saje. Ulat buku tamoh! Hoh!

Tapi kitorang mcm keep in touch lah jugak setiap masa. If i gado dgn bf mesti dia akan buat lawak kasik i ceria balik. Pastuh dia mesti tanya ape cerite dgn bf. Plus dulu penah bile nak break up dgn bf, i suro dia pulangkan sume barang2 bf i. Dia pun sanggup je.

Penah satu hari gado besar dgn bf sbb i rapat sgt dgn crush i ni sekali bf i nak pegi bilik dia(zaman diploma dok kat asrama) nak belasah. Tapi i cepat2 call crush i ni tanya dia kat mane konon2 nak suro dia larilah sekali dia tgh men futsal. Amin,selamat nyawa anak orang di situ :)

Pastuh tetiba crush i ni bagi lagu Taylor Swift - Teardrops on My Guitar. Masa tuh i tgh prctcal pastu jiwa kacau kejap apesal dia bagi lagu ni. Yelah da tentu ni lagu pompuan bagi kat laki tapi apesal dia bagi lagu ni kat i kan. Ish ishhhh. Sebab lirik dia mcm sedeh gitu. Satu lagi dia bukan main gitar pun. Tapi time tuh simpan je dlm hati. Meh sini i salin dan tampal lirik dia...

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me,
I laugh cause it's so just funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight,
give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
and know she's lucky cause

So I drive home alone,
as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
and maybe Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see.

Tapi saya mmg setia pada atlet negara saya :)

So yeah even tho relationship between these two guys tak work out but i still keep in touch dgn crush i ni til today. My atlet negara tuh i keep in touch bila i rasa gatal je. Hahahaha.

Til today i dont think he knows that i used to love him :')

1.1.11

2011-01-01T22:55:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah i am still breathing perfectly on 2011 :) I am definitely grateful to Allah SWT for giving me an opportunity to live for another year :) :)

So yeah i xda nak celebrate new year new year ni. 1st thing becoz i am at home and bz packing harta2 to go back to school -_____- and 2ndly becoz yeah i dont celebrate new year.

I'll be going back to s.alam tomorow. Gosh my stuffs are still so freaking a lot even tho i already TRIED my very best to get rid all those junks!

So overall my conclusion on new year is dat its a very freaking sucks year. Yeah 2010 does not being so nice to me :( Lots of complications; in terms of family matter, personal relationship and of coz friendship. It is quite depressing and i am so glad that i manage to get thru it. Phewww~

Anyway behind those sorrow, i still achieve(should i call this achievement?) sumthing :)

1) i have my own online biz :) Originally founded by my sister and i but now she already handing it over to me, so i am the new boss!! Muahahahaha. Yeah it is on hiatus now since i am still revamping the new marketing strategy! So please wait for the new SHORTALES BUNNY!!!!

2) i have sons!!! yeah not juz one but 2!!!! Mong and Tae kyung :) hahaha dont worry its a male rabbit actually that my sister and i (again) have been taking care for almost hmmm is it 6 or 5 months? I love them to death!!!!

3) ok i dont consider it as an achivement; but yeah i have been maintaining my good grades throughout the semester :)

So please 2011 i am begging u to be nice to me.

PLEAAASEEEEEEE :'(

Khairul Fahmi lah Pulaaakkk

2010-12-30T14:43:00.005+08:00

Ok fine skrg sume nak cerita pasal si Khairul Fahmi Che Mat. I pun tetibe gelabah nak namakan bakal anak Khairul Fahmi bin dot dot dot. Sgt gelabah. Tapi tibe2 kakak dengki bgtau dia ada gf. Ok fine lah dah ada gf pulak kau ni.

Nape ntah tetibe suke si Khairul Fahmi. Rase sbb dia hebat as a goalkeeper kot. And satu lagi sbb dia pendek, so mcm 'ala-ala bucuk bucuk comei je keeper ni pendek men bola'. Hahaha. Opss tapi i tetap setia dgn si panjang.

Ye khairul fahmi anda mmg hebat. Satu malam je dah feymesss!!!

Mcm dragon ball.

Mcm Khairul Fahmi. hahaha

Only U..For Now

2010-12-02T17:02:00.004+08:00

I tak pandai jadik gedik manja suara comel-comel depan orang.

I tak pandai nak pujuk orang.

I tak pandai nak decide on the spot.

I tak tau what's latest and what's hot.

I am not Gadis Semasa.

I bukan perempuan yang tak pakai mekap pon comel dah.

I tak pandai nak pakai tudung 'oh trend baru'

All i know is to be manja in front of u. Only.

I know how to pujuk u. Only.

I pandai decide what to do right away for u. Only.

I know jugaklah what's latest if u ask. Only.

I can be Gadis Semasa for u. Only.

I cannot tak mekap. Cannot. So this one is a lil bit hard :)

I pakai biasa biasa and u always smile back to me. Only.

So the fact is ,we are no different from others. We date. We had fun. We mad at each other. We hate and like each other so much. U know i am afraid of this and i know u do too. So u know y i always said there is no need to rush since we are still so young.

I just want you near. So it's ok with wat people said about us not declaring anything, as long as we know what we want right now :)

Shortales Bunny

2010-11-27T21:40:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow Shortales Bunny will be at the Subang Parade shopping mall starting from 11 am until 9 pm.

This is our FIRST shopping bazaar. Yeayyyy!! We are super excited!! Not putting our hopes high for the sales, we just wanna gain some experience :) This is like finally my first bazaar for my own online shopping blog wif my sista.

So to all the dear ladies out there who feel bored or need to 'throw' your money for tomorrow, do come to:

Venue: Subang Parade Shopping Mall (level 1, in front of Celebrity Fitness)
Date: 28th November 2010, Sunday (TOMOROW!!!!)
Time: 11am until 9pm

A Date

2010-11-22T16:17:00.004+08:00

I like a date night.

I love a perfect date night.

To me perfect is when we don't plan where we gonna go, what we wanna eat and what should we do.

And also when u said 'I miss you' tho I'm not prepared for any of it :) *shy shy caaaaat*

p/s: He is SUPER sensitive around cats. Adeke nak tinggalkan aku tepi jalan supaya kucing kaki patah dpt naik kereta.
Wat aboutttttttt meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...owww

Tu Me Manques

2010-11-18T01:33:00.004+08:00

I cant wait to see him

but

i dont wanna admit first.

So i let u tau dulu k enchik belog :)

The plan is pura-pura tak kesah bila da jumpe. Bila da gado baru pujuk. Ok cool.

Yes that is me. I love this tarik tali game. That is why i am stuck with this wrong person :)
But who cares. I'm only 22 :D

The fact is whenever i am in shah alam, i NEVER EVER even bother to look for him. Ok kadang2 carik jugaklah. Tipu kalau tak peduli kan. But u know time belajar tak sempat kot nak beri attention or watever since dia pun super duper bz. Cheh!

So now tak sampai a week i THINK i miss him. And yeah he's still a jerk. The jerk that i wanna stuck with...for now :) Always keep my options open~

Selamat Hari Raye Aidiladha

2010-11-16T23:25:00.003+08:00

How do u guys celebrate ur Aidiladha? Mine?

We always celebrate it in the most simplest way. I know in certain states they celebrate it almost the same like Hari Raya Aidilfitri kaaan? But here in Johor or to be specific my home :) i wear my baju tido on Hari Raya Aidiladha and kept myself bz turning on the the interesting channels :) Yes we do have rendang,ketupat,lemang,lodeh and all those magnificent hari raya's fud @____@ but afta all the eating galore we simply dont have anything to do. My dad will go tgk lembu kene sembelih, and we girls at home lepak goyang kaki tgk tv. And i will probably sambung tido or still eating :) And a lil afternoon later maybe jalan2 tgk wayang.

This year maybe ada len sket coz on Hari Raye Haji tetibe ada kek burpday. My niece will turns2 tomorrow. Happy Birthday in advanced Zara Afina. She's so cute and still pretty afraid of me.. I guess im a monster. Well she's a hobbit!!! Teeeheeeheee.

So yeah, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.
Celebrate it wif ur loved ones if u can ok :)

@_____@

2010-11-15T22:36:00.003+08:00

Gonna redeem back my moment wif few of friends that i neglected. Will come back again to kl for a week i suppose. Got this fashion show thingy, but b4 that gonna hve a happy moment wif few of friends. Oh yeah, i am looking for a male and female (human being of course) yg interested to do modeling photoshoot for FREE.teeheeee.

I hope ada laaah. I mean sape2 yg rase 'uish aku ni cun kot pose depan kamera, aku patut jadik model!' or 'ceh aku pon bleh je pose mcm america's next top model tuh, i can be a model!' So sape2 yg raseeee bleh silalah tak perlu malu2 lemme know. We need to shoot u :)

I'm not gonna be bored looking at ur pics, in fact my eyes already go like this @____@ looking at several potential people. So girls and guys out there mari mari mari. Juz email me at yanabesh@gmail.com

p/s: its gonna be a very gud experience and maybe u can put it in ur portfolio too. So kalau kat resume bleh tulis dgn bangga 'I AM A PART TIME MODEL' atau 'I USED TO DO MODELING AS MY HOBBY' hahaha hamek kau!

HAPPY BESDAY GUMUK

2010-11-13T07:43:00.006+08:00

si gumuk da 22 tahun.

It's been a month since i update this blog. Annoying kan kalau cakap alasan adalah bz. But yeah i am super duper bz. Super duper bz trying to compete with all the studies with all the super pandai classmates. Plan to update this blog yesterday coz its MY HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESTERDAYYYY(tiup tiup trumpet). But end up malas. See bila bz tuh da hilang MALAS yg datang :) Its normal in my world.

So yeah on my way of competing or the other word is, studying very freaking hard, i have been neglecting some of my friends which i expected them to understand my situation. Plus i have this whole new group of friend that i need to keep up wif them too. Trust me if can clone myself i would have do it!

So yeah since i have been a very very *good* friend they also have been well sort of ignoring me. Calling me a plastic,bitch,antisocial and watever labels that sounds soooooo well excited for me to hear about it. I dont really care about pple labeling me, but the fact that a so called friend did that makes me super upset. Look i get it, i screw up big time..did i screw up big time? At the least, i dont 'jalan-jalan bawak cerita jaja cerita kat everyone talking bad stuffs bout u' Kenapa i tak buat mcm itu? Becoz i have been TOO DAMN BUSY STUDY MCM NAK MATI! So yeah i am upset and almost have no more feeling at all to even reply or talk about u. Becoz hearing ur name and everything related to u almost makes me vomit. How can u call me a plastic while u've been the one who is acting like that.

Ok da puas marah-marah. Last nite, i've been going out wif this guy. Well he's just a guy. Plan utk celebrate birthday lah kununnya tapi end up stuck in a jammmmmm and i tido the whole jalan jalan plan. Great kan. Tapi naseb baik, kitorang cepat2 shift mood jadik normal sbb nanti keje asik nak gado. And naseb baik juga, ur best friend yg super hot tuh dtg jugak to cool up my day. At least bila tgk dia sejuk hati. Hahahaha. We need to go out again like this supaya u boleh dgr i mengamuk2 and i boleh blanje makan-makan.

My proud creative team. So proud of u guys :') Okeh carik mane pmpuan gedik yg nama dia yana. Hehehe

nama dia *tuuuut* Dia currently idaman saya yg xkesampaian.

AMIN

2010-10-12T02:00:00.000+08:00

I like someone.

Seriously like Him.

Ok now what should i do....

Ok Mereka Comel!

2010-09-20T01:04:00.002+08:00

Yelah i have to admit they are super cute as a couple. Nuff said!

Raya 2010

2010-09-13T19:26:00.003+08:00

Full with assignments but still i want to raya all day longgggggggggg!

My nephew and nieces still having fun fighting over toys, crying after long day of playing and they just make me feel so jealous for being a lil kid. I wish i am 5 years old again. Sigh~

Anyway this is Hari Raya piccas..Peaches..Pictures :P ehehe. Just the teaser okaaay~

Feeling like a supermodel but failed miserably.....Sigh!

1st Raya with half of siblings. Candid all the way~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL THE MUSLIMS.
AND STOP ALL THE CRAZY WAR OKEH DEAR :)

Oh Pleaselah Raya

2010-09-05T22:39:00.004+08:00

Ok raya pertama saya akan memakai baju raya kakak saya. How cool is dat. And baju raya dia turn out mcm penyanyi nasyid kumpulan Solehah. U go Solehah. Heh.

Pada cuti raya yg sepatutnya org sibuk-sibuk kumpul duit raya sbb duit PTPTN da habis dan makan ketupat di setiap rumah sedara mara akibat tahap ketamakan yg melampau, tetapi saya mungkin akan duduk di rumah senyap2 baca buku dan siapkan eseh-men yg bertimpa-timpa.
Beg Akademi Fantasia yg sorong-sorong tuh dipenuhi dgn buku2 teks yg tebal mcm kamus. Ntah ape yg besnya dengki seorang pelajar ketika cuti raya. Tak baek tau chekgu!!!

Naek2 cuti je nanti terus ada test. Mmg heaven kaaaaaan. So tak payah nak bersemangat waja sgt beraya tahun ni yer yana. Sila duduk di bilik baca buku dan siapkan eseh-men Ekonomi yg susah tahap membunuh tuh.

Tibe2 teringat every 1st raya mesti ahli keluarga akan dilanda cirit birit dan abah akan pegi farmasi selepas balek kampung utk beli pil cirit birit. Dasar anak-anak makan tak sedar diri. Dah saket baru cari ibu bapa. Tapi mmg selalu ibu bapa pun akan dilanda cirit birit juga. So bila malam sume lepak pengsan tapi masih ada juga yg cari makanan bawah tudung saji. Ketupat dah habis bagi kat sedara mara. Oh i mish raya without eseh-men. Terasa seperti pelajar SPM.

Damn u eseh-men.

Hari-hari senyum sampai tekeluar anak mata.
Berani curi laki saya!

Malam ini SHORTALES BUNNY update stock baru. Antara banyak2 stock ini paling faveret saya!!!!!! Sape tak beli mmg rugi sbb saya nak kumpul duit raya beli stock ini!!!!!!
Sila check it outttt
http://www.shortalesbunny.com/

Spongebob.

2010-08-29T15:57:00.006+08:00

Damn hari ini saket perut. Mcm perlu berbuka. Tapi da pukul 4ptg. Rugi!!

Rasa mcm nak tinggal je dlm toilet bawak laptop bantal henpon sume so xpayah susah susah keluar masuk toilet. Oh yeah. But wat to do i have commitments in life! Cheh wahh.

Yerlah commitments seperti assignments. Yes assignments yg 10x aku btau nak buat kat sume org tapi last2 mesti last minute jgk aku buat. Last minute tuh mcm dalam 5 jam kelas nak start baru serabut nak buat. Takpe asalkan hasilnya besh!

Sekarang ni mood nak belajar tuh xda sbb sume org bz nak balek kampung beraya. Macam apekehal kau cerita pasal examlah, assignments lah padahal sume org nak balek raya. Tapi mmg spttnya kau siapkan semuaaaaa kerja tertonggek kau supaya kau dpt beraya dgn penuh ketenangan dan keinsafan. Tapi taktik itu semua mmg tak akan berjaya masuk dalam diri aku. Memang dilahirkan pemalas.

Lagi satu aku geram ni, aku geram bila aku xdapat benda yang aku yakin gilaaa lah aku akan dapat. Tak perlu contoh. Anggap jelah mcm kau patut dapat duit yg bnyk atas alasan2 yg kukuh sekali tetiba da nak dekat2 hari raya ni org tanak bagi juz because kau tetibe tak layak. Macam eh eh??? Sebelum puasa kau kata layak sekarang kau kata aku tak berapa layak. Makan hati.Kecik hati.Kecewa Hati. Lepas tuh contoh lain sebelum ni kau kata kau suka aku well indirectly lah pastuh tetiba skg kau ada gf pastuh masih nak dgn aku. Ingat ini cerita Madu 3??? Yang pasti aku ni bini muda yg tau pasal semua madu-madu aku tapi mcm terpaksa telan semua ni walaupun pahit. Macam takda lelaki lain kan. Haih raya raya~

Ni semua sbb saket perut.Assignments.Damn.

Well at least i need to blame on something. Ha ha.

Hye Sayang.

Hai adek-adek dan akak-akak cantek, Shortales Bunny tgh promo raya lagi ni, thanx to all buyers yg telah shopping dgn kami. We are so grateful :) And so we have next collections lining up probably tonight!!!! AWESOMEEEEE kaaan!!!

http://www.shortalesbunny.com/

Great discounts for u and u and u :D

Raya Mode = ON

2010-08-26T21:05:00.006+08:00

Dam dam dum bunyi mercun. Besh besh. Dah nak raya.

Baju raya dan sume sume yg berkaitan dgn raya sume xda lagi. Fine.

Even tho da nak raya ni, lec mcm masih gembira bagi esemen timbun timbun. Selagi tak timbun selagi tuh mereka xgembira. Tapi yg besh bila kelas pagi lec akan beri peluang tido dalam kelas. Lec paham student ngantuk pepagi time kelas :D So, thank you lecturerrrrrrrrrr!!!!

Yg penting bulan2 nak masuk raya ni adalah kad raya utk grandpa n grandma terchenta mestilah sudah siap-siap dihantar. Tak dapat jadik kad raya terbaek pun xpe yg penting antar sbb da 2tahun tak hantar. Ho yeahhh! Mak kata kalau tak hantar kad raya, jgn balek kampung. I dont mind je :D

Haram ciom ciom ketika bulan puasa!! Tapi...Tapiiiii....

Both of u are so irresistible.

Ok dah bleh smbung tgk cterh korea :D

Oh btw, mari mari mari melawat:
http://www.shortalesbunny.com/

PROMOTION SEMPENA RAYAAAAA!!! COME COME BEBEHH!!!!!!

p/s: mane nak carik bunga api kat area shah alam or damansara??????????????

Happy Belated Birthday Mak~

2010-08-14T10:48:00.003+08:00

I am back for gud. No more crisis over stupid things. I am back to have fantastic Ramadhan moment with my parents and of coz its my 'mak's' besday!!!! Besday mak 3 ogos yg lepas. Seriously saya almost lupa. Bagi pelempang kepada diri sendiri! Piangg!!!! So teruslah dgn kak rai bergegas beli something for mak. And rasenya dia mcm suka. Eh taktau lah. Susah woh beli kan hadiah utk seorang mak.

Mak,
Thanx for always being there.
Even tho u are not always there but still i know i can count on u,
I am sorry for being such an annoying and troublemaker daughter,
But still i know u always pray hard so that i can be better,
I am so G.L.A.D i am your daughter.
And please always remember that 'yana anak last yer bukan syazwan' hehehe

I love u mummy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: 'if sume org tanak kawan dgn kita pon xpe kan mak :)'

Berpuasa Lagi

2010-08-13T22:07:00.003+08:00

Tetibe da bulan puasa. Maksudnya da lepas lagi setahun. Tahun lepas di bulan puasa saya duduk di rumah sambil goyang kaki. Tetiap malam pas sahur mesti ngaji. Tahun ni tetiba da kena sahur and berbuka di kolej. Sekejap je semua ni kan. But still saya prefer duduk di rumah goyang kaki lihat muka ibu dan bapa dari duduk di kolej menyiapkan assignment dan lepas itu tetiba dapat msg kata ada exam next week. Haih.

Setahun sekejap je berlalu.

Tapi yg pasti tahun ni lagi challenging

"I think I’m afraid to be happy because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens."
saya bukan bercinta dengan cicak yg pastinya

Shortales Bunny

2010-07-28T19:15:00.008+08:00

Now my sister and i do not only own 2 male bunnies but we also have an online business due to them! No we are not selling bugs bunny all over the town. WE ARE SELLING CLOTHES AND ACCESSORIES TO HUMAN BEING :D And the name is SHORTALES BUNNY :)

This is a sudden business plan that my 2nd sister , si okinokiyo ituh~ encouraged us to do it. So secara tiba tiba i am businesswoman slash a student. Muahahahah. Okeh berangan jap :D

To tell u the truth skg ni i am super busy wif my college thingy!! Assignments are piling up, time is never enough, my heart is in a healing process, ulang alik damansara and shah alam every weekend, try to save up some money, try to waste up some money too and sooooooo on. And so is my sister ok. Dia lagi kesian nak kena jaga 2 of our babies lagi kat umah. So both of us are pretty busy. Tapi since i think my family ni is a working freak so i dont think adding up a business in our list would hurts us dat much.

Ok enuff bout my routine. So wat is SHORTALE BUNNY?????????

It is an online blogshop. We are new into this but i can say that our clothes are pretty :) Its cute, kinky and wearable.

plish click on the image to go to the official web. Phewittt~

So if one of my readers here or anyone who stumbled upon my belog or my sis's belog, lets click SHORTALES BUNNY. And give us profit so we can feed our bunnies :P Just kidddinggggg~
So this is one of the item.

Ini accessories rantai yg sgt nyummy and delicious sbb comel
ada burung twit twit!

Comel gilaaaa ke tak???? Mcm dress ala2 Wonder Girls kaaaaan :D
I love this one so much coz i can play mix n match wif anything wif this.

If u want to see more, just click the link and feast your eyes wiff our collection :)
http://www.shortalesbunny.com/

Do support us okeh dear frens :D

Lets Look At My Looklet!

2010-07-25T02:27:00.003+08:00

Exhibit A
i am going for a dinner with my oh-so-famous boifren

Exhibit B
Looking for not so famous or good looking boifren.

Exhibit C

I am going for class. A nerd will be fine.

I am having fun playing with my looklet. Do u have one? I do but already forgot the pasw and email :P

Baju2 di atas ini sungguh menyebabkan diri ini ingin berbelanja seperti syaitan. Bahaya bahaya.

Crush as in U Crush My Heart

2010-07-18T14:46:00.005+08:00

"i give up, i give in, i let go, let's begin."

Maybe i have to go overexpose nowadays.
Get wat i mean?

Si Tembam Kematian Laki

2010-07-14T22:07:00.004+08:00

Okeh minggu ni stress sudah bekurangan. Lega lah siket. Stress adalah tidak bagus ye kerana boleh menyebabkan kepada pertumbuhan jerawat. Dgr tuh anak-anak, ini Dr Ranjit Subang Jaya yg bgtau :D

Oleh kerana sekarang sudah dapat kolej and tingkat yg paling tinggi lagi dan tiada lif okeh jadik saya semakin gigih turun naik tangga. Ish xleh komen bnyk nanti tak dapat kolej baru tau.

Dahlah baru pas kene reject jadi setiap kali nak ngadu kaki sakit naek tangga mesti mcm terpinga-pinga. Ish nak btau kat someone spesel gak tapi apa kan daya. Booooo kepada diri sendiri. Jadik ibu di kampung halamanlah yg jadik mangsa rengekan anak yg mengade2 dan selalu buat masalah ini. Hanya mak jelah accept anak dia ni. Org len taknak accept xpedulikkkk.

Pas kena tinggal ni aktiviti makan mmg bergerak aktif. Asal lapa je makan. Asal marah dgn stress je makan. Pastuh xda sape nak halang. Lagilah mengunyah tak henti-henti. Paling kuat pon org dok kate 'Weh da gemok ar', 'Oit bontot besar' ataupun 'Muka tuh da tembam'. Tapi seriouslyyyyyyy xberapa kesaaah pon org nak kate ape dah. Makan itu penting. Kalau xmakan nanti sedeh :( Tapi sbnrnya perut ni selalu je lapar beria-ia tanpa sebab. Apehal ntaaaaaah.

Oh nak tau tak dekat fac saya ada adek Ashraf Muslim :D Setiap kali nampak si hensem mesti nak pura-pura ayu je jalan mcm supermodel. Takpun mulalah nak tersipu-sipu. Ntah pape ntah jadik perempuan kan. So mintak-mintaklah adek ashraf muslim nampak si tembam ni. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Makan FREE mmg sedap :)

p/s: End of July ni ada benda besh :D

Minggu Stress Jatuh Kepada...........

2010-07-12T02:33:00.003+08:00

Yes i am freaking fat now.
Bukan kau yg belikan nasi aku so senyap ok!

I want to type a very long post but as usual i stop halfway. Becoz i am tired and i dont think i want to write or talk bout it anymore. Muka da bengkak nanges2. So tak perlulah repeat agaaaain. Kalau ada list utk top 10 minggu stress. Mmg dari 5-11 July adalah minggu stress yg paaaaaling top the list! *clap clap*!!!!

Pasai apa?

1) Benci umah sewa takda line
2) Benci xdpt kolej
3) Benci bergado dgn kawan baek
4) Benci kena breakup sbb dia ada perempuan len

Perfect kan minggu itu? :)

So saya berjaya settle tapi with lots of ways which i would never ever mention

1) Berjaya keluar dari umah sewa (Walaupun berambus mcm itu saja)
2) Berjaya dpt kolej (Walaupun kena humiliate depan public)
3) Status Unknown
4) Moga-moga kapal terbang dia terhempas bersama teman baru ketika pulang ke Malaysia

Saya consider Tuhan sedang menguji sejauh mana kekuatan iman saya. Yeah masih kuat iman ini, xda buat aksi2 nak bunuh diri sendiri or bunuh anak org ke ape. Takde2! Cuma aksi berbelanja saja :) Its ok, anggplah ini treat kepada diri sendiri kerana mampu go thru minggu stress tanpa ada cedera parah :D

Oh so comel 1

Oh so comel 2

Mahukan dress ini??? Maaaaffff dahhh habisss! Muahahahaha semua da dibolot oleh saya di Jezmine. I am lucky :D

p/s: I am available now. Segeralah masuk meminang.

IT ENDS TONIGHT

2010-07-10T22:26:00.002+08:00

Now i am on my own side
Its better than being on your side

1st Class Gilaaa

2010-07-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

Its my 1st class for my 2nd sem today.

I woke up late. I am being so genius by switching off my alarm. Congratulations to me :)
Being a serabut, saya mandi cepat2 pakai baju cepat2 mekap cepat2.
The plan for tiz very morning supposedly abang saya akan anta saya pegi kelas.
But my sengal abang henfon takda bateri and i end up being in a bus with bunch of sardines. Weeehoo!!

Jammed menggila pagi tadi and saya diapit dengan laki laki laki.
Dah plan kot kot ada yg buat2 teraba saya, saya akan jerit 'PERABAAA PERABAAAA!!!'
Lucky me everyone dont plan to raba raba me early in the morning.
I dont know how long kena bersempit dalam bus mcm tadi. Serius scaaaaary :(
MAK, PLISH TAKE NOTE YANA KENA HIMPIT DALAM BUS DENGAN LAKI LAKI LAKI.KESIAAAAAAAAN YANA :(

Tadi kelas pagi semua orang mcm well prepared but saya macam terblur2.
Seyes gila why is everyone so full of energy for 1st classs????????????
Why am i being tembam and blur2 for 1st class.
Duhh!

Then saya belajar modern history for elective class.
I almost die in a class coz its a freakinggg HISTORY!!!!
I know nothing bout history except for our independence day :D
So i am still thinking whether me and history can be frens for this whole semester. Hmmm

I got a headache during class. Almost down with a fever. Blame all the jam!!
Balek bilik i try to close my eyes..feeling nak nanges coz saket kepala.
Then saya msg 'org jauh',
And again he always be there when i desperately needed him
I guess i really like u.
FIGHTING FOR TOMORROW YANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am S.A.D

2010-07-03T01:10:00.004+08:00

Tonite is my last nite at home. Mmg gila babi sedeh.

Baru lepas tgk 1night 2days. Its kim c's lat episode. Sedeh tgk nanges2 okeh. Tak layan bola malam ni as none of the teams are my fave. Brazil kalah lagi pun :P

It's already 1.12 am. Tak habis kemas barang. Baju2 tak muat beg. Damn. Macam mane bleh tak muat pulak ni? Harituh pakai beg yg sama jugak. Baju xdalah betambah sgt. Nak kemas pon xda mood sbb beg xmuat.

Today my mood seriously OFF. Off yg tahap nak ckp dgn org pun rase mcm hishhh benci ar. Dahlah 5jam kat umah xda letrik. Mmg terbaek gilaaaaa. Bilik serius gelap gelita pastuh panas but then bila masuk bilik mak sejuk je~ Tuh dia bezanya bilik yg penuh pahala dgn bilik yg....errr~ Even tho da cat bilik warna putih pon panas. Haihhh~

Semalam saya craving for cream puff. So tghari tadi saya dgn mak buat cream puff. OMG mmg sedap gila!!! Seyes sedap sila lah order :D Gmbr ada bnyk tapi masalahnya laptop tua ni xda bluetooth n henpon saya punya kabel pon mmg da sejak azali hilang. Jadik abaikan jelah. Selama ni menagih kasih laptop canggih org len so skg da xleh nak menagih kasih. Fine. Well dalam masa bape minit cream puff kami habis begitu saja. Adalah bape ketul je yg dpt masuk perut ni. Tapi at least xdalah nak ngidam2 mcm semalam.

Ini cream puff heaaaaaveeen~
Nama cream puff mak n yana adalah Cream PooP.
Muehehe

Ekceli kan kan kannn sbnrnya tanakkk balek shah alammmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!! I hate chiu shah alam!! Seriuss benchi woh! Huwarghhhhhhhhhh. Kenapa takbleh belajar dari umah je ni????????? Plish lah sumbody ke sum1 tolong usulkan kepada kementerian pendidikan lets all juz study from home. Skg ni ramai org work from home so apekate buat study from home jugak. Besh ape :D Okehh finee mesti sume cm rase saya pemalas tahap dewa. Yeahhh so wat? Pemalas pemalas saya pun tetap berada di menara gading jugak. Tinggal nak sambung study oversea je! <--- Ni mak mesti bantah sekeras-kerasnye!! Jgn risau mak paling jauh pon Jepun je. Arigato~

Ok malam ni tanak tido sbb nak lepak kat umah smbil santai-santai minum teh dulu. Baju-baju selambak ni sumbat jelah dalam beg plastik itam. Takyah susah nak lipat kecik2 letak dalam beg.

p/s: Dah dua hari saya mimpi kene gigit. Mimpi hari pertama kene gigit dgn ular. Mimpi hari kedua kene gigit dgn anjing. So malam ni xnak tido!!! Saket okeh dalam mimpi tuh kene gigit bedarah2 smpi belawan dgn anjing n ular. Whyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!

Holiday is Over!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-01T12:30:00.000+08:00

I guess i dont have any emo mood left in me. I just let it go smoothly. Smoothly lah sgt! I just dont want think bout it anymore. Sekarang ni da naek sem! Ish ada dalam 3-4 hari lagi. My 1st class for tiz 2nd semester starts at 5th of July! Booooo to classes!!! Yeah my schedule apparently full all day. So say no to social life! And hellowww books @____@

My freaking bz schedule. Nak ajak dating sila buat appointment okeh!

Nampak mcm hari isnin kelas start kol 2ptg kan so mule2 da hip hip hooraayyy leh bangun kol 12tghari. Sekali tetibe member btau ekceli got 1 more class on Monday which starts at 8.30 am!!! Dushh dushhh!!!! How could uuuuuu. Punah lah segala hasrat murni nak bangun kol 12tghari. Fine lah weh fine. Mmg redha lama dah yg schedule mesti pack mcm sardin. Sume nak himpit ramai2. Ish bulan posa nanti mesti lagi mencabar. Herghhhh!!

Oh and another new thing next sem i wont be staying at college! Bukan taknakkkk tapi sbb tadapattt. Tuhlah time sem lepas tamau jadik AJK Disiplin for kolej sape suro. Skg da serabut2 nak carik umah sewa lah apelahhh. But luckily da jumpe da punnnn. Ngehehehe. Tapi sewa bilik jelah kat Pusat Komersial yg seriously mmg belakang Uitm. Tapi kalau jalan kaki dari umah sampai Uitm mau terbogel or tercabut gaklah urat kaki,urat leher,urat merihh dan segala bagai urat lagi. Tak tgk pun lagi bilik sewa itu cemane but so far ahli2 dlm umah mcm besh. Plus umah ada washing machine n tv. Okeh gembira tidak terhingga ni. Ada astro besh gak :D Ish ni nak belajar ke men men ni!!

Now nak kemas baju2 n buku2 sume campak balek Uitm and u know wat skg ni my eyes are totally blind nowww. Okeh men men je. Mata saya kene ketumbit!!!!!!!! Mmg babi$%#% gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! Tapi mmg padan muka diri sendiri sbb xpegi clinic awal2 sape suro kan. Seyesly mmg tak tau itu adalah ketumbit, baru realize pagi ini dan sekarang my Ray Ban is my besh buddy~ I lebiu my raybannnnn. Buat keje pakai ray ban, masuk bank pakai rayban, baca buku pakai rayban, berak kencing pakai rayban n malam2 pakai rayban. Coooollllllnye sayeeeeeeeeeeee~ If time 1st class mata tak heal lagi so tepaksalah skip kelas. Menarik kan idea ni :D Muka da macam E.T. Alahhhhh E.T yg alien tuh ha.

Hye nama saya E.T. Nama samaran saya Lyana

Mmg tak mungkinlahhh nak letak muka ketumbit sendiri. Gila xcooolll!!! Hahaha. So sila layan muka comel yg dibenci oleh org2 tua mahupun muda. Opppssiee~

Bibir mcm feeling botox kat situ. Apakahhhh??

Better sket dari botox tadik.

Si Buta dan besh buddynya si Ray Ban

Okeh jom tgk gmbr2 anak-anak monyet si buta.....

Ini anak-anak monyet yg paling riuh rendah sekampung kalau ada kat umah

Ini boleh jadik anak monyet, anak kucing, anak ulat dan mcm2 lagi.

p/s: Dah nak naek sem tapi xkemas sehelai baju pun lagi. Ishhh cemane ni. Sabtu da nak balek shah alam..Haihhhhhh. Sape nak tolong sila angkat tangan, saya belanje lollipopppp~

Too Tired Too Fat

2010-06-27T00:34:00.005+08:00

Today saya jadik 1st grade kuli, 2nd grade kuli n 3rd grade kuli to Okinokiyo's owner. From 9am till 9pm. Yer saya pegi tolong kak mai di Flea Market Subang Parade. Naseb baek tak join Urbanscape! Mau terbakar kulit yg sedia ada terbakar. But mmg super duper tired lah weh!

Come come :-)

And then tadi dekat flea market tetibe saya mcm loya nak muntah Berjangkit dgn kak mai! (Loya pun bleh berjangkit?) Tapi maybe sbb saya sarapan. Saya mmg xboleh sarapan becoz im not a morning person. Bila saya sarapan badan saya rase benci dgn diri sendiri. Jadik hari ini saya benci dgn badan sendiri. Bila amek gmbr saya rasa saya gemok. Double Chin!!! WTH! Then dua kali tgk da macam pregnant pulak! Maybe sbb baju saya besar so da nampak mcm pregnant. Then bila maen2 dgn Nasya lagilah da mcm mak org. So senang ckp, for the whole day today i look fat!!!!

Curik gmbr from si debab. See saya sendiri da nyampah nak amek gmbr :-(

Bila mind dah set yg saya ni fat, so automatically my body resist all sorts of food. For the 1st time today i ate so less. Masa sarapan pun da xleh nak habiskan porridge. Time lunch pon si debab yg habiskan nasik. Then time dinner pun xleh habiskan food. The power of one's mind is so freaking scary.

Balek umah after one whole day duduk at Subang Parade, saya tonton fifa match between South Korea n Uruguay. Gud game n gud players. Even tho my team lost but they gave a very gud performance and will be go home proudly coz they fight till the end. Saranghae South Korea. Muahahaha :D

Okeh org gemok nak tido. Will be at the flea market AGAIN!! tomorrow. Same time n same place n same faces :-) Pray hard semoga besok x fat.

Stalk All U Want!

2010-06-25T15:17:00.004+08:00

FYI, minggu ni adalah minggu emo. So let me be emo in my blog, FB n twitter.

Currently merempat at my sister's house. Helping her with the flea market thingy at Subang Parade for tiz weekend. Do drop by because u can see not only me and her but also Nasya the lil Ulat. We will be there for Saturday n Sunday. So dont come to Urbanscapes! Come to us!! Subang Parade ok!!!! i give u special price**wink wink**

Oh topic of the day is stalker. Apa itu stalker?

to follow or observe (a person) persistently, especially out of obsession or derangement.

Yes itulah stalker. Stalker ini annoying. Samalah mcm anonymous. Annoying kuasa 2. Dahlah stalk pastuh tinggalkan comment mencarik fasal. Kalau xsuka jgn komen and jgn baca. Leave immediately. Tapi stalker yg nak dicerita hari ini adalah stalker saiko maiko yg baca belog kau dan tidak meninggalkan jejak. Yes no comment or watsoever tapi memberikan kesan yg mendalam dlm hidup kau. Emo emo emo mode on immediately!! Herghhh!!

Sebelum ni saya pun seorang stalker tegar. Tapi saya kalau da puas stalk satu belog tuh n then suddenly belog dia agak nyampah saya akan tinggalkan serta merta. Takdenya saya nak jom heboh kat satu malaysia yg belog sekian sekian ini tak besh sbb sekian sekian. No no no! I am not dat kind of person. Unless kalau org tanye apesal saya da xbaca belog sekian sekian. Itu len ceritalah.

Tapi utk stalker yg secara senyap senyap baca belog ini dan kemudian kecoh2 di luar sane ttg ape yg saya tulis dlm belog ini jgn igt saya tidak tahu siapa andalahhhh. Ingat taktau ke sape yg masuk belog ini dan baca belog ini. Memang sudah terang lagi bersuluh siapa yg baca. Saya nampak sekor-sekor anak monyet yg masuk dan sekor-sekor yg keluar. Saya tidak mahu mencarut even tho mencarut is my best buddy. Since saya ada 2 org anak sedara which is the ulat and the debab yg suke repeat every lil thing yg saya cakap so no more mencarut! Okeh maybe once every week saya dibenarkan mencarut. Penah satu kali saya tercakap *bangang* and my 4 year old lil nephew asked wat is it?????? Blur mode on immediately!! And as a great aunt i have to create a very honest white lie. I told him *bangang* is a flavor of an ice cream that only sells at certain stores! Definitely not in Malaysia. Simple! Hahaha. Who am i kidding!

So please enuff with the stalker thingy. My blog is mine. All mine. Saya tak suka stalker. I am gladly tak kesah bagi siape siape pun baca. Even nak tinggal bad comment pun saya xkesah. Tapi plish juz plish dont step into my private life. Becoz it hurts too much when outsiders sebok-sebok nak step into my private life which is my family, my loved ones, my friends or anyonelah. Toksah sebok2 tuh jer.Kalau rase nak sebok2 then create ur own belog and u can kutuk me over there like i did over here.

p/s: Siape2 rase yg dia takde kaitan dgn post ini then anda bukan stalker. So u are most welcome to read all u want :-) Siapa rase dia ada kaitan then leave this blog aloneeee!!!

Header

2010-06-24T23:16:00.003+08:00

Header baru yg annoyingly buruk x fit. I need kak rai's help :( Help me.

I am so tired physically and emotionally.

Nak balek umah or not?

Haih. Nak balek umah pon leh jadik isu.

Apa daaaa.

Monday is a date night :-)

Tomorrow MUST Be Marvelous!!

2010-06-23T22:35:00.005+08:00

~Hye Semua!!! hahaha pura2 ceria tak ni???? Kfinewatever!

Semalam saya nanges at nite smpi bangun pagi mata saya sebelah merah n tembel. Burok gilaaaa!!! Naseb baek xda pegi mane-mane. But still ni mata merah sket! Grrrr!!! Ni sume sbb org-org tertentu yg buat saya marah smpi nanges. Yes! I am the type of person yg akan nanges bila terlalu marah. Ok enuff wif dat.

Iklan jap. DID U KNOW MY BABY RABBITS ARE GAY???? OK MAYBE JUZ 1 RABBIT WHICH IS KAK RAI'S RABBIT!!! Tae Kyung keep hitting on Mong! Siap lah tae kyung besok kene sebat!!

Meet the Homo.
Tunggu besar sket saya sunat dua2.

Ok back to tomorrow. Besok should be a looooong day. I am going out wif my gfs. Supposedly nak tgk Toy Story but maybe tak sempat kot sbb like i said its a LONG DAAAYYY ok. Besok nak pegi tgk bilik sewa kot kalau smpt kat Shah Alam. Nak melawat my baby rabbits, nak sebat Tae Kyung, nak beli fud for my rabbits, maybe nak beli flats. Oh banyak keje tuh. Hahaha. Oh one more thing nak teman my gf pegi interview besok. Ayed so sengal sbb xsure kat mane tmpt interview dia. Sengal kan. Takpe since she is my gf so i forgive her immediately. Hahaha.

Okeh iklan lagi. Saya tak suka mamak. Yer saya akan sentiasa avoid everytime pple asked me to go to mamak. No the hell way lah kan. Ada history dgn mamak ni. Twice kot!! So plish no more mamak. Lesson to bf and bf's fren. Lepak at mamak is so not cool...for me. For u then its ok tapi jgn ajak sayaaaa. And jgn nak judge saya ntah ape ape juz becoz saya tak suka mamak.

I am so looking forward for tomorrow. Cant wait to see both of my gfs. Sleep early tonite :D and try my very beshhhh to wake up early tonite. Urghhh itu paling susah :(

Mommy Mong

2010-06-22T23:56:00.003+08:00

I mish my baby rabbits.

I mish my mom.

I mish mong n tae kyung.

I mish him.

I want to sleep and forget all this nonsense drama. I dont do drama.

My life is based on true story.

Even if it hurts or not, i always know that i can live the day normally like before.

If my mom said its ok then its ok-lah.

Saya saket sbb saya x makan tahi saya sendiri.

Sorry....

2010-06-22T22:09:00.000+08:00

..sorry. Gudnite n gudbye.

Ye Saya Comel. Lu Ada Apa Hal?

2010-06-22T02:07:00.004+08:00

He is damn faraway. Yet i still managed to create a lil war even tho he is far far away. Padan muka pada diri sendiri bila dia x layan dah. F.i.n.e. :(

Comelcomelcomel. If tgk properly tshirt saya tulis:
'I'M A MONKEY'
:D

Mmg comel. Tak bleh beat :(

I really need a rest ok :-)

2010-06-19T20:58:00.002+08:00

Just come back from having fun wif half of family at Sunway Lagoon.
Saw lots of nyummy bodies :P Yes i am so tired now. Dont talk to me. Tak larat

i mish u bebeh :)

Miow....

2010-06-18T22:35:00.003+08:00

Saya pon nak jadi kucing :D I will be glad to be a cat in my next life and make sure my 'tuan' will be cuddling and camwhoring everyday with me :D

Yeah if only....

I am Officially a Traitor :D

2010-06-18T00:54:00.004+08:00

Finally my team kalah di World Cup. My only team yg saya support gegila iaitu South Korea. Dahlah lawan Argentina. Mmg berbelah bahagi gila tgk match!

Kejap2 'Go go Park Ji Sung!!!'

Pastuh kejap lagi 'Eh comelll gila messi ni,pendekk je,sayang messi :D"

Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Supposedly kene sesiap nak kuar g dinner dgn family,akibat bola ngok ngek ni punya pasal smpi kelam kabut mandi pastuh smpi lmbt. Ishhhh!! Sekali bila korea tergol sendiri dengan bangganyeee terus tutup TV!! Pastuh as a well-known traitor, mmg saya terus tukar sokong Argentina!!!! U go messi!!! Muahahahaha(tapi dlm hati mengharap lah jugak korea mcm buat magic ke ape kan tetibe tergol sekali 3 ke 4 bijik)

So pegilah dinner and ramai gila org tgk bola kat satu kedai mamak ni. Ishh jeles jap sebab terpaksa miss 2nd half match. Tapi xpelah sbb b4 kuar umah tetibe Argentina da score 3-1. Fine mmg kalah lah team aku. Kat FB lagi sume org da kutuk2 Korea. Cibais gila.

Sekali balek umah tgk Highlights tau2 Argentina da menang 4-1. Siap ada hatrik kau. So korea bye2. Messi i love u forever n ever :D Hahahaha.Eh Christiano Ronaldo jgn nak jelesh tetibe, i sayang u lagi. Skg ni bagi turn messi dulu tau.

Comel je dia pendek :)

Ok mud xbaek ni. Dgn gosip keluarga sana sini. Keje nak memburukkan keluarga aku je. Naseb bek nak g cuti2 maen air kat Sunway Lagoon smbil cuci2 mate. Sejuk ati sket.

We are rabbits :D Tak tau kenapa muka tetibe nak tembam.

Okey bye nak pegi merajuk 2minggu!!

Annoying Faces

2010-06-16T00:31:00.006+08:00

Last week, saya merempat kat rumah kak rai sambil menjaga our 2 new babies yg sgt adorable. But since paham paham jelah dok umah org bujang ni mmg len sket lah kalau dok umah sendiri. Makan minum semua sdn bhd. Tapi kak rai mmg awal2 lagi suro rajen2 kan diri turun bawah pegi tapau pape. As for me yg mmg bangun pun da tengahari mmg tak mungkinlah nak turun semata-mata nak beli makan. Jadik saya puasa jelah sambil tengok anak-anak makan. Mulia kan hati saya :)

And afta few days, saya kena teman kakak saya seyes pepagi buta dalam kol 8.30 pagi to go to her supplier around KL. Serius sgt emo ok bangun pagi pagi. So bila da emo mulalah merepekkan diri.

Saya suka botox bibir.

Cik itik

Captain Jack Sparrow

Ok enuff with my very very very annoying faces. Saja ja nak btau yg very verrrryyy sooon, my sister and i will will update 1 very exciting news for us. Korang sume wajib take note.Hehehehe.

Oh btw, xda sape yg demam bola ke? I just find myself are so smitten over football players.
Hoit sape tak suke tgk Christiano Ronaldo lari2 atas padang. Sudah tgk his new print ad for ARMANI underwear. Goshhhhh. I am still young so its ok to drool over this perfect figure. Nyummmmmmm. Ohhh tapi i support only Asian team!!! Go South Koreaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

Malam malam sebelum tido cium muka dia smpi lobam..Ngeeeee

Ok nak mandi. Kenapa badan tetibe busuk :(

Bohsan

2010-06-03T22:55:00.003+08:00

Gila babi xda idea nak tulis pasal ape. I need to start active berblogging.

Okeh semalam saya tgk Hana Yori Dango sekali lagi. Sape tak tau Hana Yori Dango seyes x coooooll!! Hahaha sebenarnya saya pon baru tahu beberapa hari yg lepas. Hana Yori Dango ni sama je mcm Meteor Garden or Boys Over Flower.

Oleh sbb tgh bosan nak mati kat rumah so layan lah drama ni. Sekali terus melekat xboleh nak stop. Menyampah dgn diri sendiri.

Pastuh sekarang ulang lagi tgk buat kali ke-3. Kan besh kalau kekasih saya mcm hero cerita ni. Sgt protective. But as usual bak kata ayah saya, semua ini hanyalah khayalan. Tak wujud dalam dunia laki mcm ini. Fine.

Laki dalam citerh ni kaya tapi bangang. Hensem tapi pendek. Comel tapi gatal. Atau dalam ayat simplenye 'Purr..Fecttt'

Laki saya dalam dunia realiti pula ......... i dont even want to start.

Oleh sbb kemaruk rindu laki di bahagian lain dlm dunia ini jadi saya tukar desktop wallpaper saya.

Ini kekasih dunia khayalan saya

Kekasih dunia x berapa nak khayalan tengah sibuk bekerja kat padang pasir. Entah-entah da kena sedut dgn pasir jerlus. DONT CARE!!!

Little Miss Strong

2010-06-02T23:57:00.004+08:00

Dulu = setiap kali berjauhan dgn bekas kekaseh mesti mau nanges. Gila kememeh!!

Sekarang = setiap kali berjauhan dgn 'dia' mesti hati ni kental. 3 bulan ok. With no calls and very very several msgs only.

I guess time teaches us how to be strong. And i do admit i am strong now :)

ok enuff for today :)

tapi bila tgk cerita yg sedeh-sedeh mesti kememeh nanges.Hehehe

Belang Hilang :(

2010-05-26T21:08:00.001+08:00

So currently i am waiting for u.........................Hmmm

Plish come back :"(

Si Miskin Mengada Ngada Pada Waktu Malam

2010-05-24T23:14:00.003+08:00

Okeh now i am officially si miskin. Tadi baru lepas bayar bil CELCOM. Demm.Celcom kat mane2 pon mesti kejar saya :( Jadik saya pon bayarlah bil berokben dan henpon saya itu. Even ayah saya pon terkejut dgn bil saya. Alahh bukan salah saya, CELCOM ni yg kuat menipu! Saya mmg tidak suka bayar billllllllll!!! Saya benci kepada komitmen :( Nanti da besar(bukan da besar ke?)laki saya adalah malang sebab dia kene bayarkan semua bil-bil saya. Okeh paham!

Sebenarnya saya buhsan. Yeah buhsan sbb internet selow dan xbleh nak donlod 1night 2days. Sedeh :( Si belang cacat plak hilang. Oh pasal kucing cacat kaki seret tuh saya da buang dia. Hohoho tipulah xkanlah saya sampai hati kan. Dahlah dia tadi buat sedeh lagi. Adake dia jalan dlm keadaan tgh dok bersimpuh pastuh seret2 pakai dua kaki depan jer. Paham tak keadaan dia mcm mane? Kalau tak paham cuba try duduk dlm keadaan bersimpuh dan seret2 badan pakai dua tangan. Hahahaha. Belang mmg gelabah. Pastuh berak kat garaj. Demm. Tunggu abang saya balek utk bawak dia pegi vet pastuh tinggalkan terus jgn amek lagi dah. Hahahaha.

Tetibe saya terindu kakak saya. Rindu utk malam ini je. Kakak saya yg lagi pendek dari saya. Dia mcm ada berita gembira tadi. Wahh mcm xpercaya dan xboleh terima juga. Tapi saya xboleh bagitau kat sini, its not my right lah kan. Tapi saya tumpang gembira :) Lepas ni saya nak merempat rumah siapa lagi kalau saya turun KL??????? Saya dah xboleh berbogel sesuka hati di rumah kakak saya :( Sedehhhh.....

FYI, saya mmg suka saketkan hati kakak saya ini. Kalau cerita zaman kecik2, saya suka cakap dgn dia yg konon2 nye dia tidak diterima keluarga ketika dilahirkan sbb sbnrnya ayah saya nak anak lelaki selepas ada 2 org anak perempuan. Sekali bila keluar dari perot mak tetibe anak perempuan pulak. So kira tak diterima lah tuh. Tapi kakak saya lagi kejam. Dia kate saya lagi semua org tak terima. Sbb lepas abang saya lahir semua org igt abang saya lah the last one. So no more babies lah afta dat kan. Sekali tibe2 lahir lah saya :D Jadik kakak saya ni pun buatlah andaian bahawa saya lagi tak diterima keluarga. Demm yu raihana. Akibatnya saya mengalami breakdown :( Hahaha gelabah tak.

Lepas tuh satu lagi sangat susah nak simpan rahasia dari perempuan ini. Dia sentiasa tau rahasia saya dan lepas tuh sebarkan pada semua org. Kejam tak? Last last rahasia da xjadik rahasia pon.Pastuh dari kecik smpi lah ke besar ape2 yg berkaitan dgn SENI MELUKIS MEWARNA mesti saya bagi dekat dia. Saya sanggup jadi hamba abdi dia asalkan dia buatkan semua kerja sekolah pendidikan seni saya. Saya adalah dilahirkan dgn tangan ranting manakala dia dilahirkan utk memegang berus warna. So saya mmg admit saya adik beradek dgn pokok(kau pon kak uda!!)

Demm y we grow up so fast. Everyone with their own life :( Sedeh sedeh. Saya nak pegi maen kawen kawen jugak lepas ini!

Okeh adil kan aku letak gmbar kita masing-masing tengah huduh :D

If Only....

2010-05-22T22:56:00.003+08:00

Si Pontianak Malam dan Perempuan Manusia.

Kalaulah Pontianak se'hensem' ini mmg dah lama saya berkawan baik dgn pontianak malam.

KAKI SAYA PATAH

2010-05-21T15:17:00.004+08:00

BELOG SAYA TAK BESH TAK PAYAH BACA

(okeh kadang2 besh jugaklah)

3 days ago ada kucing kaki patah dtg rumah saya. Seriously both of his legs patah tau!!!! Saya terus serabut mcm anak lelaki patah kaki. Kucing tuh saiz dia ala2 remaja lagi. Goshh saya mmg tak tau nak buat ape. Dekat rumah xda kereta and nobody even care bout dat cat. So saya pun menangis2 mcm org gila. Sbb yelah kucing kot. There must be a reason y dat cat choose our house with that broken legs. Kucing tuh mcm sanggup seret2 kaki yg da patah jalan smpi rumah saya. Mestilah ada hikmah. So saya sgt marah sbb kucing ni sgt degil dan garang. Makan nak, org nak bawak g klinik dia nak cakar pulak Tak ke rasa nak pukul je kucing ni. So i was so stress for these 3 days. If 2morow kucing ni ada lagi, saya seret je dia bawak masuk dalam kotak dan kalau dia nak cakar...CAKARLAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Kaki saya patah :(

EMO MODE = ON

2010-05-19T01:22:00.001+08:00

It is just so hard now. Dealing with 2 hearts that does not beating at the same time anymore.

Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts.

Saya Konvo

2010-05-17T23:08:00.008+08:00

Hahah finally baru nak buat post about my konvo day yg dah terlepas 1 month ago. What to do, i am so bz with my finals at uitm. So sekarang final pon da habes jadik finally i can show all the pics during my convocation. Oh me luvs me convo :)

Okeh konvo saya pada 5/4/2010 at Politeknik Tuanku Syed Sirajuddin in Perlis. Sgt jauh and so nobody yg nak volunteer bawak kereta plus mak tak larat kot nak dok 8-10 jam dalam keta so kesian kat mak jadik semua kene terbang ke Perlis. Semua tuh adalah abah,mak,saya dan abang saya iaitu satu2nya adek beradek yg sudi dtg ke konvo saya. Yg len mmg kacang lupakan kulit!!! I hate u kacang2 sekalian which is kak uda,kak mai n kak rai. But fortunately those kacang2 was so nice to 'pujuk' saya dgn kasut konvo, cardigan baru and settle all the tickets and hotels booking. Thanx to kacang2 :)

Overall i am so over excited utk konvo ini sbb finally after almost a year baru dapat konvo okeh! Then i can meet all my ex classmates. Serius rindu zaman dip. DDV6 mmg besh. Then saya mmg seronok nak convo sbb nak show off baju konvo saya yg mcm baju tunang itu. Hahah xdalah. I am just excited because my parents can see that their last daughter finally graduated!!! Tahniah kepada diri sendiri. Dah yg len tgk gmbar :)

Pagi: Ketika muka maseh comel,tudung maseh terletak rapi

Pagi: Bersama ibu bapa yg bangga anak nya konvo ttp risau dgn baju anaknya yg over

Dalam Dewan: Buku Konvo saye

Dalam Dewan: Bermaen2 ketika Raja berucap

Dalam Dewan: Maseh bermaen2 :)

Dalam dewan: Yeayy finally da dpt!!! See tudung da mcm biawak.

Ohh the reason hanya abang saya je yg nak ikot adalah sebab dia da dipilih menjadi photographer peribadi saya :) I love u wan..Euwww!

Luar Dewan: See tudung da jadik biawak. I look like biawak. Xtau ape motif nak besar2kan mata :( Oh yes sbb panas.....

Luar Dewan: With gemok yg geli berpeluh2 amekkan gmbar utk saya dan rakan2. Kesian gemok.

Luar Dewan: Beberapa classmates yg join amek gmbr. Kami mmg poyoz

Luar Dewan: Serius time ni panas gila but since bukan selalu dpt poyo mcmni haruslah semua sungguh2.

Luar Dewan: Menyampah muka saya xbersedia. Kami siap baring di rumput.Haihh

Luar Dewan: Takda topi :( So baling buku sajalahhhhh

Luar Dewan: Ini sgt smartttttt :)

Luar Dewan: Semua muka tak tahan panas sbnrnya :(

Okeh itu saje update utk konvo. Saya suka da konvo :)

Me Want..................

2010-05-09T11:18:00.000+08:00

I Want Me Kitty Too...................

Mission Baru

2010-05-01T05:10:00.003+08:00

Its already May. Sudah Bulan 5!!!!!!!!!

Apakah gila cepat bebenor dah bulan 5.

Another 2 paper and then im out from here.

Tak sabar nak berhibernasi dekat rumah.Kehkehkeh

And saya ada mission baru.

Penting mission ini untuk masa depan hidup saya.

Dan mission ada kriteria org2 seperti ini:

my mongkey

my anjell

U smell....Gud

2010-04-29T20:53:00.003+08:00

Last tuesday i had another final exam paper and while i was answering so calmly i smell this perfume scent that reminded me of him.

I almost cry.

Seriously........................

Well i am glad i can control my emotion that time and continue answering my paper even tho i 'hentam saja'

But still i wonder why i was emotionally unstable dat time.

I dont mish u but that 'smell' feels like u are so near and it really hurts.

I hate you.

Ok gudnite~

Jealous :(

2010-04-26T21:05:00.002+08:00

I am a very jealous person.

Not in terms of relationship.

Itu pun jeles juga tapi sbb tgh menjanda takde sbb nak jeles2.

Ni skg ni jeles sbb kak rai ada kat umah. Mesti dia leh golek2 atas katil tanpa kira siang atau malam. Men2 internet tanpa perlu pikir pasal kerja dan makan masakan mak yg bes2. Oh i hate yuh raihana!!

Plus saya selalu jeles dgn wan iaitu abang tunggal saya. Dia mmg bes. Dia selalu buat2 selekeh dan buat2 pokai dan lalu emak mesti akan sentiasa sms saya dan bertanya 'wan ada duit tak?kalau xda mak boleh masukkan :)'. Kenapa wannn??Kenapaaaa??? Dan wan pon mesti akan berlakon tanak-tanak duit(well dia xberlakon,dia mmg taknak tapi saya selalu mcm 'eleh buat2 taknak') See,saya mmg dilahirkan utk jeles dgn adek beradek.

Dgn adek beradek pon saya nak jeles. Saya mmg ntah ape ape.

Kemudian, saya selalu jeles dgn kak mai. Sebab mak selalu tanya pasal kak mai dekat saya juga. Kak mai susah sangat nak di contact mcmlah dia duduk dekat Bandung,Indonesia padahal dok kat Balakong sahaja. So mmg sentiasa dramalah kalau kak mai ni tak reply sms or tak call mak. Saya mmg jelesh bila mak saya caring lebeh kat kakak saya sorang ini. Dia ni terlalu bz dengan bisnes okinokiyo dia.

Saya lagi jeles dgn kak uda sbb dia every wik boleh balek rumah. Lepas tuh dia ada 2 ekor anak monyet aka anak2 dia yg selalu terlompat2 dan menjerit2 utk hiburkan hati mak dan abah. Saya taktaulah saya ni sempat ke tak nak tunjuk anak saya pada mak dan abah :( Anak kuceng boleh lah.....

SAYA NAK BALEK RUMAH :"(

MineMineMineeeeee

2010-04-26T12:35:00.002+08:00

Ini reward pertama kepada diri sendiri sbb berkelakuan baek. Ehh?

Ini reward kedua kepada diri sendiri sbb selalu msg mak

p/s: kasut yana mmg pelik yana tau mak :)

This two are already mine and will be posted in two weeks.
Nanti mak simpankan yer :)

Oh btw i got new 250gb external hardisk sbb myfren lost my80gb hardisk.
Sronok siot dapat yg berkali2 ganda.
But now nak isik ape bnyk2 space ni....
Yg 500 gb pun xhabes isik lagiiiiiiii!!!!
Obvious gila ke i am so crazy with external hardisk..huhuhu

Meow :)

2010-04-10T15:02:00.001+08:00

*kesayangan saye :)*

Si Fakap

2010-04-09T13:11:00.003+08:00

Lately ni sindrom ponteng kelas mcm melampau2 gila menular dalam badan.So setiap kali ada bisikan syaiton jer mesti dgn bangganya aku follow jer :)

Semalam ketika malam..hahah ayat cm bangang! Okeh last nite, ketika feeling nak touching lebeh layan lah New Moon. Boleh ke tetiba aku menanges beria-ia ketika Bella Swan yg muka stress je 24 jam tuh kene cerai dgn Edward Cullen si muka pucat 24 jam dekat dalam hutan belantara ituh. Seyes beria-ia nanges. Mcm apakahhh??? Pastuh terus mode:emo 12 jam memalam.

Then tetibe berlaku magik(mungkin TUHAN sgt kesian melihat aku yg tesedeh2) lalu DIA telah 'menjumpakan' aku dgn si fakap itu again. Ternyata si fakap itu mmg berjaya meluluhkan hati. Thanx fakap! Sayang u!

So sekarang sbb da janji nak *sweeeetnya hati saya selama minggu ini* jadik mari baca ayat2 penerang hati.Muahahahahaha :)

*Si hopeless romantic ini makin terserlah perangainya*

Well..I Am Going To Be Sweet This Weekend. Be Grateful!

2010-04-08T20:19:00.002+08:00

I am hopeless romantic.

Cdts to other people's tumblr.

Let Go Sudahhhhh Ar Brooooo

2010-04-07T15:28:00.002+08:00

But this is just too damn sweet!! :(

Mungkin Satu Hari Nanti

2010-03-25T13:34:00.003+08:00

Okeh walaupun da penah btau sebelum ni tapi nak btau buat kali ke doploh ratos.

'I am currently stuck with loadssss of assignment!'

Jadik sekarang ni saya mempunyai satu perangai yg x tau dapat daripada belah abah atau mak yg bila mana kerja menjadi bertimbun dan bertangguh2 membuatkan saya malas dan terus boring atau bosan utk me'nyettlekannya'.

Rasenya ni perangai semulajadi.Jgn kaitkan dgn ibu bapa bila anda pemalas!

Sekarang ni simptom tuh semakin menular dalam badan.Kerja last minute mmg menjadi kebiasaan saya.Saya pon da xkuasa nak tukar perangai ni sbb bila saya lihat saya buat last minute saya menjadi hebat(masuk bakul tolak sendiri). Tapi itulah bukan nak cakap apelah kan mungkin kelebehan saya adalah 'gebang mesti lebeh' atau 'cakap mesti lebat' so sume org pon mudah terpedaya dgn cakap saya. Saya pon admit saya mmg pndi buat org percaya dgn ape saya ckp dan kelebihan ini mmg sentiasa dipraktikkan ketika presentation last minute :)

Ok noktah di situ.

Sekarang ni sume org mood tgh nak mengadap final.Tapi mood saya sbb saya nak convo.

Yer saya convo pada hari Isnin. Lu ada ape hal? Ini antara salah satu faktor terbesar yg membuatkan saya xamek peduli dgn esemen di uitm(mak jgn risau yana ttp submit on time!) Saya tak sabar nak jumpa sawah padi, xsabar nak tgk poli perlis tercinta yg terletak di tgh2 highway dan kepanasan melebihi 40 darjah celcius. Dan paling xsabar nak jumpa kawan2 lama!! Nanti kita jumpe yer Perlis, for the time being kamu jaga diri elok2 n jgn panas sgt bila saya sampai nanti yer :)

Semalam ketika pakai baju convo saya yg da menyerupai baju utk pernikahan tetiba saya mendapat satu aliran elektron dan proton dalam badan yg menyuruh saya kawen. Hahaha. Tapi itulah sape plak nak jadik groom nye. Ok itu bukan persoalannya di sini! Utk pengetahuan semua org yg tgh mengadap belog ni, saya mmg sentiasa bercita-cita nak kawen awal. Bukan nak menggatal tapi saya nak bila saya kawen nanti mak dan abah saya maseh bernafas dan sehat di muka bumi ini utk melihat hari bahagia saya. Serius. Bila tiba waktu gatal, saya mmg sentiasa pk kan bende ni. Saya sentiasa jeles dgn kakak-kakak-kakak saya yg sempat kawen dan buat anak ketika mak dan abah masih segar bernafas dan sehat. Mak dan abah pulak selalu buat drama TV1 mereka setiap kali saya cerita angan-angan perkawenan saya satu hari nanti. Antara skrip drama yg meruntun jiwa ialah:

'Sempat ke tak mak nak tgk awak kawen'

Ayat itu da cukup membuatkan saya ingin kawen cepat. Serius cukup. Mmg kanak-kanak betul pemikiran saya ni.

Jadi sekarang sila cepat habis belajar dan kerja dan kawen.Kadang-kadang bila terlalu banyak pk sama ada cukup duit atau tidak utk kawen mmg xkan berakhir. Sbb bila da kawen itu jugalah alasan yg akan diulang doploh ratus kali.'Xcukup duitlah'.Kadang2 saya da cukup jelik utk mendengar ayat ini. Mungkin nanti bila saya da mengadap masalah ini saya sendiri akan paham tapi oleh kerana saya baru 22tahun biarlah saya dengan pemikiran saya yg sekarang.

~Human never satisfy~

p/s: kawan2 saya ramai yg da kawen.Mulut saya kata 'aku xpernah terpk nak kawen cepat' tapi hati saya kata 'gila babi besh da kawen'. Ini masalah bagi org2 yg sentiasa xpuas hati dgn org lain.Itulah saya~

Ini mungkin baju convo saya.

Feels Gud

2010-03-21T10:54:00.003+08:00

"I can see clearly now the rain has gone"

Well...hujan pon mcm ada xda je kan skg.Lagi nak menipu yana ni.

I am still stuck with projects and assignments. Well i am glad. Tak boleh terima tetibe satu hari aku xda keje.

Well, he came back to me. DEFINITELY NOT MY EX!! He is the other person. I dont know who came back,is it me coming back to him or is it him coming back to me? Either way, i am still glad.

He gave me anything I want.

Dia dtg sesuka hati
Dia pergi sesuka hati
Then dia dtg balek
Then dia pegi balek
But all i know n he knows that we will always...
Know to whom we want to go to :)

Bla..Blaa...Bla....

2010-03-14T13:01:00.003+08:00

I am stuck with lots of assignment!!! Me hate!!!
(bnyk esemen tapi masih smpt buat beloggg?ape kes?)

Starting from tomorrow i will one presentation, sng ckp start masuk minggu besok ada 3 presentation menanti muka saya :) Tahniah kepada saya!!

Sekarang tangan dan muka saye mcm kuda belang. Sbb baru pas shooting. Mesti abg rambut kerinting da xnampak saya. Sbb dia putih. Tapi saya kuda belang :(

Ohhh my finally convocation is on 4th n 5th of April!!! Yeayyyyyyyy!!! Finally weh finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! So it means i kene skip lah event AD FEST yg course i buat sbb i ada convo! Convo lg penting sbb i da belajar mcm nak mati kat Perlis, ulang alik mcm org gila sekali xkan xnak pegi convo kan kan kan? Its like a very big freaking deal to me :) To much memories which cant never be erased :)

But some people juz never get it why im being very emoshit and think tiz as a very big deal. They juz dont..........And i thought that if i juz understand people they will understand me back and i guess people will always be people and they wont have the effort to understand u back.

Ahh wateva~As long i got my parents. Its enuff :)
I dont need anyone else than them :)

oh yes..
YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO MY CONVOCATION DAY AT
POLITEKNIK TUANKU SYED SIRAJUDDIN ON 5TH OF APRIL,MONDAY 2010.
AND YES PLIZ BRING FLOWERS,RED ROSES IS A MUST :) AND TULIPS TOOO!!!
NO CHOCOLATES ARE ALLOWEDDDD!!
TEDDY BEAR WILL BE ACCEPTED WITH A VERY WARM HEART :)

I ♥ AMY SEARCH

2010-03-10T08:30:00.004+08:00

I paling xsuka bila pagi2 i bangun tido then cahaya yg masuk dalam bilik terlebih terang.Eeeeee xsukaaaa tau x.Mak aih gila gedik budak ni. Tapi da bnyk kali da insiden i bangun lmbt ke kelas tapi cahaya yg terlebih masuk dari tingkap ni lah yg bnyk membantu. Tau2 jer da kol 7 ke 730 pg. Beshhh wohh.

Ok kenapa lari topik!

Sebenarnya semalam i pegi Plaza Alam Sentral utk beli tape for handycam. Yer i akan shoot pakai handycam saje. Masscomm miskin xda duit. BOO! Lari topik lagi!! Yer semalam ke Plaza Alam Sentral dan membeli cd 'FENOMENA' lakonan kekasih hati mase umur 2 tahun iaitu AMY SEARCH. Sebenarnya banyak lagi kekasih hati masa umur 2 tahun spt Edry KRU(Yusry time tuh kurus lagi buruk,edry comel) dan juga NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK!!! Yeahhh i am 80's vintageeee bebeh! Okeh2 back to story, beli citerh FENOMENA. Pernahkah anda tonton? Kalau pernah meh kite jerit 'awwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!' same2 sbb Amy Search dalam tuh gile choh melllllllllll!!! Awwwwww Awwwww!!!!!

Time cerita ni i mmg da jatuh cinta terjelepok kat Amy Search! Dgn rambut kembang ala2 tebuan,seluar ketat dan likatnya itu mmg menikam kalbu. U rock Amy!!! Tak sangka bile tgk lagi teros mcm sedih2 nak nanges, gila rapuh hati ni. Ishh mcm gigi plak nak rapuh-rapuh ni. Tapi seyes tau time ni Amy Search mmg cool. Skang walaupon Amy da ala-ala taubat tapi i tetap suka dia zaman dolu-dolu.

Awwww Awwwww!!!!!!

Okeh i nak feeling isabella tahun 1989 jap~

I AM GLAD

2010-03-06T00:36:00.003+08:00

I am glad i get a new stuffs from jezmine's boutique again......... :)

I am glad i manage to control everything so far so well.....

I am glad my parents are here in KL.......

I am glad i ada hati yg kental.....Sgt berterima kaseh pada kawan2 yg mmg besh gila2 babeng.

Oh btw mane sayangku ini yg xbalek2 lagi???????!!!! Sedeh ar nak tido sengsorang beginih :(

Oh btw, minors are sucks! U know people who claim they are already legal but seriously their head is still in their underage year. Boo to them!! Booo!!!!

p/s: This weekend will be very hectic. I'll be going to batu caves!!! Yessss!!! U got that righttttt!!!

Short Trip To Jezmine's Pretty Lil Shop~

2010-03-04T00:25:00.008+08:00

Today i sakit tekak+pening and almost demam. So i decided to skip afternoon classes and went out with my sis, Kak Mai.

Our 1st plan nak gunting rambut but then i tot maybe we should go to Jezmine's new boutique instead. I mean sape yg xpegi mmg seyes xbeshlah korang sbb mmg comel gila gila her new boutique. Pink stripes are so chic~

I have been her online blogshop customer before this too. But i dapat bought 2 things only thru her online blogshop sbb mmg kene compete gila gila with all her customers so opening a boutique is really a gud idea dear!

Personally i really like her boutique, great place,very spacious to move around.Color coordinated clothes(its a must thing for every boutique ok!!) and ada sofa comfy leh duduk2 :) Its like very funny campur weird campur fairytale sbb b4 tiz i saw her thru blog and her nice stuffs thru blog jgk and then finally i manage to see the women itself. Small women with a biiiiigggg heart and a biiggg smile :)

So i manage to grab one lace dress for my upcoming dinner advertising festival in Cherating. The theme is ying and yang. Black or white, kind of king of devil meets queen of angel. So i pick this pretty 'layer cake lace dress'. I really really wanted to try any lace design so since i da stumbled upon this dress so i kene grab cepat2! ahahah takot customer len amek harus lah nanti berguling tarik2 rambut nak rebut baju ni :D Mule2 i try i feel very fat, rase nak mati jer nampak mcm gemok but then bile amek gmbr terus mcm 'oh this is niceeeeeeeeeee' Senyum lebar berangan2 dah~ My sis pun amek baju jugak and sgt comel kot baju dia. Urghh geram jer hampir semua comel2. I need to bring lots of cash some day coz i definitely will come back!

Overall, i really2 luv my short trip. And yes i will definitely come back for a 2nd trip and it is going to be a very long one :)

I am like super duper excited n end up i smile like a ......................
R-L: me and the one n only jezmine and kak mai with her too :)

I show support by wearing the bag i bought thru her blogshop..hehe And there's a bag that looks like tweeter icon. So i call it tweeter bag :p

the dress :) :) :)

SO STOP BY AND BUY OF COZ AT HER BOUTIQUE.
U WILL QUICKLY FALL IN LUV AT FIRST SIGHT :)

Berhenti Kejap Buat Esemen Yang Belum Pon Mula Sbb Idong Berair2~

2010-03-02T23:58:00.002+08:00

Bukan berair2 sbb nampak laki badan tough ke ape ok, berair sbb berhinguih selekeh bebenor ni.Panas sgt kot smpi selsema :(

Lame ek x update belog. Bilelah leh pencen dari belajar ni, cepatlah 3 tahun wehh!!! Oh btw, tetibe ber'mood' nak ber'belog' ni sbb .................................. mostly sbb mcm bnyk bende nak cakap sgt tapi xreti ar plak nak summarize kan jadik karangan pendek.

Oh yer satu, i notice yg lately ni i very bossy. I sgt benci dgn diri sendiri tetibe. Kenape i order2 org buat mcm2. Siket2 i suro org pegang kan itu lah then inilah. Pastuh seminit kemudian i suro org bawakkan buku i lah. Then i suruh mcm2 lahhhhhhhhhhhh. Gila bossy, ko xreti buat sendiri ke yana!!! Yg selalu jadik mangsa adalah wan, nana, lisa, atiq n of coz rum8 i ain. Ain ni selalu kene layan ke'bossy'an i, mcm2 ar i suro buat then i pon tabur janji manis mcm2 yg maseh i xtunaikan. Yana plz stop being bossy coz i hate u being bossy. Tak comel kot bossy bossy ni.

Oh yer dua, i notice skg ni i bnyk keje and bnyk test. Gila babeng bnyk then kdg2 i gigih study or wat keje then 2 minit later i mcm skg serabut kepala otak men2 Facebook tgk org2 hensem dan pompuan bajet comel (part pompuan jer mesti nak marah2). Kesimpulannya kerja selalu separa siap.

Oh yer tiga, i da terminat seorang mamat. No no not any kind of mamat. He's funny. But i only met or accidentally met him once. Dah terus i terjelepok jatuh chenta. Tapi he's like so best smpi rase tetibe xlayak nak minat. Ok da enuff bout it.

Oh yer empat, berbalek kepada perangai bossy annoying i itu, tetibe hari ini ada org bertindak bossy kepada i. Meminta i buat sesuatu. I rase mcm cipan gak tetibe, mcm apesal lak aku. Korang ada bnyk free time dari aku tapi aku yg terpilih kene buat 'bendealah' tuh. Maybe sbb aku terer korang suro aku kan tapi soryah adek2 yer, akak xda masa kalau bende tuh xda kaitan dgn assignment. So sekarang ni baru ku paham perasaan org2 yg kene layan perangai bossy i sbb i pon nyampah org men point2 org len wat keje.

BEING BOSSY IS SO NOT COOL

UNLESS KAMU MMG DA PASANG CITA2
NAK JADIK BOSS STESEN MINYAK CALTEX

again n again

2010-02-26T10:46:00.001+08:00

"i know i abandon u again dear darling,
but i dont mean it :( "

I LOVE HER SO WAT SHOULD I DO?

2010-02-19T21:37:00.003+08:00

IM IN THE SWING SWING MOOD.

SO LET ME BE!

I WANT TO ADOPT THIS WOMEN!!!!
mood board design sendiri ni ok!!!

It's Not About The Trip but It's About With Whom U Went With~

2010-02-19T16:20:00.008+08:00

Before mid term break, i went to Melaka trip with my classmates.Bukan saja pegi hu ha hu ha but with an assignment purpose lah of coz kan. It was fun, da lame xpegi rombongan cik kiah ok. Tapi kali ni bukan rombongan cik kiah tapi rombongan Puan Parween with her 17 loud students. Yes kami mmg sgt bising dalam bus. We kept on singing out lungs out from 70's song until to Lady Gaga's Bad Romance! Hahahaha

Arriving melaka, i da janji dgn my very besh male buddy, Cad yg everyone tot is my bf!! Penat kot aku asik ulang cakap bukan bf aku!!! Well cad,everytime aku dtg melaka ko kene jadik bf lah ok!!! Bile smpi melaka, i was super excited but to tell u the truth to me pegi melaka tuh mcm pegi jalan2 ke pasar jer sbb johor dgn melaka super dekat kot!!! And everytime nak shopping mmg my family suke turun melaka plus my sedara mara mmg stok dok melaka so every raya kalau tak pegi melaka xsah, so i pon xpaham wats d point i excited beria2 mcm xpenah pegi melaka. But i guess its because im wif my classmates so mmg super duper jakun!

First we went to Stadhuys then to all the museums yg wujud kat melaka. I think kitorang byk begambar then doing works. Well wat to do, im very hyper~ Besides i xsabar nak jumpe cad!!! Hahahaha. Cad adalah my official tourist guide! Dia belanje i naek beca ok!!!! Dia belanje my friends too!!! He's like the type of very perfect male buddy!! Even tho dia da mcm Garfield! Its oklah cad since aku pon da mcm bulan kot! Ngehh ngehhh

!Garfield and Full Moon!

Then next we went to makan asam pedas ikan pari at quayside before naek river cruise!! river cruise ni i mmg xpenah naek pon. Sbb trust me sape2 org melaka mmg xkan peduli dgn ape yg ada kat melaka, selalu yg beria2 ni tourist jer. So this time i dtg as tourist lah kan jadik mmg sgt excited naek river cruise~ I feeling mcm titanic pon adeeeee~hehehehe. Sebelum naek cruise i dan lisa and nana hilang kawalan diri begambar mcm saiko. Kitorang naek A'famosa smpi atas tauuuuuuuu!!!!

Hobi saya melompat ketika senang hati

Sila lihat pict lisa yg dibawah kanan sekali,
persis seorang ANTM(AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL)

Sila lihat si lisa yg berkaca mata hitam, persis seorang Yuna pula.
Garfield dan Full Moon beraksi pula di bawah

Hahaha ni tgh shoot cover album band indon

Okeh It's Not About The Trip but It's About With Whom U Went With~ Part 2 malam sket yer~

Kesian Gila Enchek Belog!

2010-02-18T18:00:00.003+08:00

Serius aku sgt amat kesian kat enchek belog! Da seminggu ke aku tinggalkan kau? Bukan niat saje2 suke2 ok nak tinggalkan enchek belog mcm tuh jer. Bnyk sgt sebab yg aku rase aku perlu lah nyatakan satu2 kat sini.

Pertama sekali sbb komitmen sbgi pelajar universiti yg amat sgt mengambil masa aku sehabes baek punya. Kalau ada masa terluang pon aku kene gunakan utk makan atau pun tido ataupun buat esemen.(kenapa makan dan tido yg jadik no.1? hahaha)

Keduanya sekali kelajuan berokben aku yg tak mampu nak menyaingi kehendak aku. Bila aku dah excited nak update belog siap da edit sume gmbr sekali bleh plak speed berokben aku 00.00km/j! hahahhah.Seyeslah ok! Aku hampir2 berhasrat nak menepuk2 je berokben ni supaya jgn berperangai gampang sgt tapi oleh sebab ibu bapa di rumah telah menanggung segala jenis bil2 utk berokben aku kene sayang jelah berokben ni smpi bila.Alololololo berokben bucuk shayang!!!!

Ketiganya sekali adalah tuntutan tugasan atau dalam bahasa pasarnya esemen yg berlambak dan menggunung membuatkan aku kene lupakan jer nak update blog. Paling giat sekarang ni pon aku update dkt FACEBOOK! YES FACEBOOK YG DULU AKU KATE AKU BENCI SGT TUHHHLAHHHH. Even Twitter pon aku da sebulan xaktif!!! kesian burung twitter aku weh,da lame xmakan smpi die da carik tuan lain agaknye. Esemen yg menggunung ni mmg mengganggu percutian Tahun Baru Cina aku gila2lah. Org nak sambut Tahun Baru Cina smbil makan limau percuma time tuhlah sume lec nak bagi esemen. Tak cukup dgn esemen siap tambah lagi buku teks suro dibaca sbb naek2 cuti terus midterm exam. TERIMA KASEH LAH!!! Mungkin lec ni tau waktu tido aku lagi bnyk berbanding waktu belajar aku tuh yg dia sungguh2 nak jadikan aku pelajar terbaek. Mekasehlah banyak2~

Ohhh time is running outtt!!! nak mandi plakkk!

i almost mish my classmates~haha.......
see aku ganggu time sume org begambar~

Happy Happy

2010-02-14T00:03:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy V'Day~

Collect lots of red angpows and red roses :)

I'm sure i will collecting it or buy it myself.Ha ha ha~

Bila Yana Berangan.......Tepuk Tangan

2010-02-10T13:32:00.003+08:00

I mengalami masalah suka nak ape org ada.

No no no,bukan mcm org ada boobps besar i pon nak. I xnak pon. Kalau tetibe besok bangun tido da besar, i Alhamdulillah jer~

I merangkak-rangkak last wik kat sorg blogger yg amat feyhhh-mous which is Perempuan Jomblo. Dia da beranak kan tau kan. And the baby is so damn comei i cakap sama lu!!!

I NAK BABY! PLISH!

Then tadi i merangkak pulak dekat lagi sorang blogger yg amat i suka SueAnnaJoe. Dia pon da beranaaaakkkkk. And the baby is needless to say mmg sgt comei,bibir mcm terketap2 merah.Ahhhhh Gilaaaaa dah ni!

I NAK BABY! PLISHHHHHHHH!!!

Pastuh pastuh i pegi merangkak lagi ke belog FadManaf, photographer yg sape xkenal mmg korang xbesh.Okehlah kalau korang xkenal pon xpelah...Hahaha...Then jumpe latest post pasal owner Wondermilk cupcake da kawen and the wedding is filled with cupcakes. I should get the invitation lah coz i can help the guests to finish the cuppycakey~But but then tetibe rase nak kawennnnnnnnnnnnnn.Sbb wedding dia cm sgt sempoi dan beshhhhh..Sila lihat baju pengantin dan bridesmaid diaaaaaaaa.So rare!!!!!! Pakai jubah tauuuuuuuuuuuuuu. Mcm Rizalman punya jubah from butik Puteh plak~

saya suka dan saya mau.

I NAK KAWEN N PAKAI BAJU KAWEN YG RARE GAK PLISH!!!!!!!!!

Okeh i da habes berangan. I da siapkan esemen yg wajib disiapkan. So i nak layan korean utk berangan for laki hensem plak~

p/s: Hubby owner wondermilk itu comel kan. Ohhh i wish~

8am is early on Saturday!!!

2010-02-06T09:45:00.002+08:00

I xbalek minggu ni.Kenape xbalek?Sbb bnyk sgt assignments and if i balek i akan mengulor je makan tido makan tido di umah akak-akak i. So i decide nak stay kat kolej.Rupe2nya i still mengulor gak bile kat kolej.Haihhhh.I need to overcome by sleeping habit.Semalam i terbangun bila tetibe bunyi guruh kuat gila! Seyes kuat weh,then i cepat2 tutup langsir dan sambung tido.Gile terok kan~

Skg ni sabtu,i bangun awal.Sbb i nak g kedai komputer sbb printer i ngade2 buat hal then nak pegi breakfast dgn wan.WAN JANJI KOL 9pg.Sekarang dah 9.48!Nak marah xboleh sbb nanti dia xnak anta lagi pulak.Sabar jelah kan~I need my own car.Bilalah nak jadik kaya ni.

Tengah hari ni nak g library. Terkejut x?Maybe org igt i da giler sbb g library weekend2 ni, tapi nak wat cemane library kat uitm shah alam ni besh nak mati kot.So kene g hari2.Ha ha ha,xdalah i kan da kate ada assignment bnyak,kenelah pegi library! Then nak kene siapkan by Sunday gak assignment tuh. I xnak buang2 mase since assignment len pun da bertimpa-timpa.

Malam ni nak g FSPU plak sbb wan ada perform time archi fest.Tetibe mcm xda mood nak pegi.Ni sume salah wan sbb xagkt tepon!!!

SAYA DA LAPAR LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MANE WANNNNNNNN NIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Close To Family

2010-02-03T15:38:00.002+08:00

Even though semalam i am quite miserable smpi nak buat drama sebabak muntah2 but since i am close with my family in here then the feeling of sadness had gone away. I only need my sister+brother+friend and most importantly MY MOTHER.

Since my mind can think of positive things now, so i can say that i am almost fine. I only have to think that i am fine and then everything will always be fine :) Cheer up and live my life the fullest. Okeh i nak g mandi ada kelas kol 6ptg kejap lagi. Bubye~

I'm Okay, Maybe?

2010-02-02T17:27:00.006+08:00

Pernah x mengalami perasaan tetibe nak muntah tapi bukan sbb terbau benda basi or terhidu benda busuk tapi akibat terlalu sedeh+geram+terkejut. Pernah x? Kalau xpernah sila senyap. Sbb i juz had it this whole day :(

The reason is too stupid to even mention here. But since i need to get this out of my chest, i might as well just tell everything. Nothing are left out ok!

This very morning i opened my stupid social networking which is FB OR MUKABUKU. I dont really like FB that much but since its like the 'it' thing nowadays so of coz i have to be in this 'it' thing. U get wat i mean? If u dont then shadap jer n baca smpi habes! So since da bukak FB kenelah tgk kat wall sendiri if ada benda baru kan and adalah this 1 particular person yg i seriously know dia yg add i so i just happen to gatal tangan and open her FB's profile.

Bila da gatal terbukak then tgk2lah kat part kawan2 dia and i saw this 1 very familiar faces yg i try to forget for my entire life since to me he's history! I was shivering ok! Seriously shivering kembang2 bulu roma tangan when i nak click his name. Then when i click teruslah direct to his profile and mulalah i nak terkemik-kemik muka mcm baby xdapat susu badan kan. Serious ok mmg mcmtuhlah perasaan dia bukan i saja bagi hiperbola or metafora berlebih-lebihan. Then i was like thinking 'Pandai gak dia ni men FB,dulu time dgn aku mcm agak buta IT gaklah'. Then i was strolling around his profile and at his relationship status i can see this freaking fucking sentence 'Engaged to .........................(forgot the bitch name already)'. Ok lah i tau lah dia x engaged lagi tapi standard ar kan org2 yg ada gf/bf ni for sure akan letak status 'married to somebody2 or engaged to somebody2'.

LIKE I FREAKING CARE LAH KAN!!! <----- ni ayat org tgh merana~

So, afta i read the full sentence, i terus dapat feeling nak muntah akibat sedih+geram+nak nanges. Serius ok! Terus i tak keruan smpi kelas kol 1030pg pun kol 9pg i da siap pakai tudung sbb smpi xkeruan sgt. Ok lah mestilah i bukak FB that bitch plak (kesian xpasal2 kene panggil bitch free2 jer). Mestilah nak tau bagus sgt keeeeeeeeeeeeeeee???????? Sekali mcm .................. ok no need to elaborate lebih2 since im not even close to perfect.

The point in here bukan sbb pompuan tuh bitch ke minah rempit ke gadis kg ke awek virgin ke cewek emo ke ape kan. Bukan okeh. The point here i feel mcm satu bentuk betrayal tau. Okeh okeh mmg da about a year kitorang breakup but still if i think about it i am so sad coz its not a smooth breakup. And plus he even promised me he wont find another girl for a while. Yer ayat laki mmg kite xleh caya tapi ayat2 cmtuh bile ko da bgtau and even ko tipu sekalipon utk saje2 sedapkan hati aku tapi bile aku found out ko da ada org len mmg boleh buat SENTAP okeh! So i blame myself sbb gatal2 nak g bukak FB pepagi buta, baek aku bangun lambat g kelas dari aku bangun awal n terus susah nak fokus kat kelas. Naseb bek i da batalkan niat nak shopping selai baju tadi,sebab bila pk balek baeklah i beli makanan banyak2 dan mengenyangkan diri.Baru puas hati! Puas hati ke?

Sekarang ni i seriously confused with what i feel. Maybe korang pk yg i still sayang my ex, but seriously i dont. Maybe sbb i'm still not attached to anyone tu yg buat i serabut smpi tahan2 nak nanges n muntah.Serius xsehatttt tetibe. Bukan nak membangga dan mengembang hidung, tapi bukan xda laki yg cuba nak get to know me, but i da set vision for myself yg i perlu stay single for at least 2years. I need to enjoy single lifestyle back and why do i need to rush to find my soulmate?? So sape2 yg try to get to know i tuh i am so so sorry if i xberapa nak layan but i have expectations jugak, xkan i nak carik laki yg mcm ex bf kan(name pon ex) so i have to find someone yg much more better than him. See kan xpasal2 i da keluarkan statement membangga diri. Oh n plus satu lagi, i need to focus this sem sbb i nak apply scholarship. So sape2 yg tgh or pernah bercinta surelah paham sgt2 situation tgh bercinta sbb agak leceh gak time nak study then nak kene layan enchek bf/gf tetibe. Lagi2lah kalau ur partner tuh jenis yg annoying lagi needy.

SO YANA U KNOW U WILL BE OK KAN? U WILL BE OK! THERE IS NO MAYBE!!
I KNOW I WILL BE OK!!!!

After crying for just a little bit longer

After realizing it for just one or two days

This love that came like a cold

Must not have really been true

Because my heart was buried

And my memories are worn out

When will all this be erased?

How much more do I have to endure?

Almost A Week!

2010-02-01T19:27:00.006+08:00

It is been almost a week since i last update this dusty blog. Kesiannye blog ni!! I know i promise nak continue update a few posts yg suppose kene sambung but to tell u the truth, PENAT SUDAHLAHHHH!

So lets start with a new update ok???????

Skg ni assignment mmg tinggi melangit.Serius melangit dowh.Xperlulah nak nyatakan 1 by 1 yg pasti sama tinggi dgn gunung berapi gaklah melangit dia tuh. And still talking about esemen there are few of esemen yg kene pegi trip and then balek buat report. How cool is that? And ada jugak kene buat shooting! I seriously thought 1st sem ni there's no need to do any kind of shooting but ada jugaaaaakkkk!! I'll try my best to share my knowledge with my groupmates and will make this shooting as fun as possible!

Oh dan dan dan weh ada a few classmates yg da tau pasal blog ni. So u do understand y its been hard for me to update regularly kan?? Susah wehhh, dahlah aku suke kutuk org je manjang. Ha ha ha ha. Sape classmates yg terbaca this thing sile tutup mate jelah yer~Ngehh!

Ape lagi ek nak citerh? Oh i think i kind of like it in here. IT'S A LIKE OK BUKAN LOVE! Like here means i like to be around my room and around my new friends here. Seriously i like them a lot!! Especially Nana and Lisa which is my classmates. I got nana who is Johorean(obviously) yg mmg sgt sgt cool gila and mcm leh masuk gilaaa lahhh! I got lisa who is freaking tinggi with a long legs and a pretty face and a very sweet attitude! This 2 girls seriously can make my day turns sour to sweet. Okeh da cukup puji melambung!

Truthfully speaking, i dont really like Shah Alam.Hahaha there i said it! Bnyk kali kot i dok cakap Shah Alam ni mcm rempitlah ape lah. Seyes weh cube pegi cek kat Sec 7,2 and 3 tuh sume. Xpenuh plak student UiTM kann!! Tapi xbaeklah kan kutuk2 tmpt tinggal baru ku ini, i need to learn to LOVE this place. Yer love okeh! Mcm dulu i study kat Perlis, serius benci jer belajar kat Perlis tapi day by day that hates turns into love~ So its the same situation here, i need to love Shah Alam, i need to know all the route, all the cool places(kononnya) to hang out and i need to know the people! Jadiiiiii, this weekend i wont be going home to kak mai's places or kak rai's too since i nak belajar mencintai Shah Alam kan. Oh Shah Alam(muntah dalam mulut then telan balik) Yer yer shah alam bucuk bucuk mehlah kite beramah mesra~ Antara new way yg i try to luv shah alam adalah dgn begambar di tmpt strategik di shah alam(berapa kali nak ulang shah alam ni!!!)

Ini ape eh nama tmpt dia? Yg i tau tmpt ni leh berbuka puasa beramai ramai
sbb dekat dgn masjid. Hahah benda makan2 seronok jer!!!

See i jump lagi kat tmpt ni lagi.It means I really LOVE this place.
LOVE okeh. Bukan LIKE tau!

Ignore the words. See i siap tmbah love kt pic lagi jadik xyahlah
ulang betapa sayangnya diri ini terhadap Shah Alam. Oh Shah Alam~

So this weekend sbb nak stay kat shah alam je so malam weekend i dijemput(ceh dijemputlah sgt) yer dijemput okehhh utk pergi ke FSPU. Ada ape kat FSPU????????? Kalau nak taauuu silalah dtg on Saturday's Night!!!

I need to stop here now. Nak start with my assignment. Oh bohsaaan already~

p/s: I'm in a process to get to know someone. I try to open my heart back and it's actually very easy to accept someone as long as u learn. Hahah words of the day are LEARN and SHAH ALAM!!!

Post Panjang.Sendiri Pon Muntah Nak Baca.

2010-01-24T20:26:00.004+08:00

Yes i baru nak update setelah cukup seminggu kah?Entahlah,sendiri pon tak igt.Since bila berokben ni rosak pun da xigt.Sbnrnya dalam hari selasa kot eh rabu..Eh selasa kot.K wateva!

So meh nak stori mori 3rd week in UiTM di Hatiku ni~

Isnin(18 Jan 2010)
Dapat call Ahad tuh from Ustaz btau yg kelas isnin xda.Giler berbunga hati xterhingga smpi leh joget2 sbbnya isnin tuh ada kelas TITAS(Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia) only. So bila kelas da cancelled terusla tidoo je manjang.Tapi impian nak tido manjang terpaksa lupekan sekejap sbb tghari tuh nak g Pusat Koko. Jumpe staff pusat koko yg sgt gila babeng baek. Takda lah annoying mcm mostly pekerja gomen yg bila masuk tghari je da malas nak layan org. Ni mmg baek gila ok! Tunggulah bang yer,nanti saya masuk rombongan meminang sbb sudi layan soklan ngok ngek saya :)

Then had lunch kat Menara dgn atiq n aten n lisa. Cek mata jugak coz for the past few months rase mcm mate da blur2. Cuak gaklah,perlukah i wear spec again??? So cek cek then akak tuh kate i silau je n if i nak rase comfortable i should wear spec. Hmm lemme think bout it ye. I hate to wear spec coz nanti pakai tudung then automatis muka jadi katak. Haihh.

Then at nite, jumpe wan sbb nak pinjam D60 dia. I have photo communication class(which i sux a lot!) Bawak atiq,lisa n nana makan2 kat oldtown sec 9. I try to avoid sec 7 n 2 n 3! Gila babi overrated dgn itm student!! Makan2 gelak2 mcm oldtown yanasaja yg punya.Wan redha jer kuar dgn pmpuan2 gila. Dia xleh komen sbb i da blanje makan. Cehh padahal da lah pinjam D60 org, kepoh je yana ni.

Me n Lisa

Muka beminyak,tudung senget,pipi tembam.Perfect!

The boi

The Girls

Selasa(19 Jan 2010)
B4 head to class i pegi cafe dulu sbb lapa then bila i nak bayar ada sorang makcik yg pakaiannya menggambarkan seorang pekerja gerai so i bagilah duit kat dia nak bayar tapi dia JELING BAEK PUNYA kat i.Ohkaaaayyy,i felt weird already kan so i nak pass lah duit i tuh pada org len sekali makcik selekeh tuh tetibe sound i "DON'T U KNOW I'M A LECTURER???!!" Ohkaaaaaayyyyyyyyy fine, xyahlah nak sound kuat2, mamat kat sebelah i da tgk2 i. I nak je menjawab lagi kan.Naklah explain yg i ni Part 1 n im still new with all the lecturers and is it my fault that u look like makcik jual nasi lemak?? Tapi sume tuh dalam hati je~Hahah..I just said "Ok,Sorry". I'm very upset sbb dia adalah perempuan Melayu.Bukan perempuan Melayu lagi2lah da tua suppose to be sopan santun ke??? Dont be too proud with ur title plz, Tuhan boleh tarik bila2 masa je tau x. And one more thing dear, plz dress well ok so next time org x confuse u dgn makcik cleaner plak.Makcik cleaner pon lagi behave well and dress smart.

So my 1st class start at 1030 am until 1.20pm.Masakk! Sociology class.Interesting subject but if kelas ada aircond dan lama sgt terus kepala ntah ke mana2.Naseb bek ada presentation tetibe,at least leh gelak2. My group consists of all girls. Huuu~I dont mind sgt sbb girls rajen wat keje so we all kene present bout memorable world occurences in our life. So my group pick Erathquake in Padang,Indon. The reason y? Sbb my note book ada info pasal earthquake tuh. Macam mane leh ada?Coz its magic.hahahaha. So i tibai je present bebel2 mcm tau sgt.Lec pon ok jer,so ok jelah kot.Yg penting classmate i mmg havoc,gosh suddenly i mish my DDV classmates!!! Sgt sgt berterima kaseh kpd Tuhan sbb classmates i ok. I consider myself L.U.C.K.Y~

Afta 1.20 i ada class elektif starts at 2.10pm! Gila kan! Sgt rush utk makan n solat. Takpe2 consider je bende ni ada dugaan utk belajar and Tuhan akan balas dgn balasan baek if kite ikhlas buat sume tuh.Amin~ Oh btw,i ekceli every selasa after 1.20 da xda kelas but i da tukar my elective kelas totally! I change the subject and the day too. Sebelum ni kan i fail kelas nyanyi2 tuh,so i terus masuk kelas Public Opinion. So the class is on Tuesday 2.10 until 5.00pm. My tuesday is packed mcm sardin!! 1st class i enter lec xda! Haha apakah,buuuuutttt they leave us with a lot of assignment yg kene submit by 5pm!! Ada 2 case studies n 1 CV! Gilerr kaaannnn.....Case studies tuh da lah 1st time baru nak buat so i tibai jelah.1 is individual n 1 is grouping. My group besh sbb 2 tuh classmate i n 1 is my besh buddy.So xyah cterh panjang. Lec nak kitorang sume email the assignment and submit hardcopy juga.Pandaaaaiii kannn.Then ktorg sume balek bilik n serabut2 buat laju2.Dahlah lapa gila xmakan lunch lagi :(

Around 4.30pm i da sms-ed class rep i yg sgt cool gila if ktorg lmbt sila tunggu gakkkk.Hahaha yelah kate kene submit hardcopy kaan. So class representative xkesah je nak tunggu. At 5.15pm kitorang suro Pa'an(my groupmate) fetch us at Kolej. Hahah kitorang malas nak jalan. Naseb bek dia bawak keta so zooooom to faculty and submit to the class rep. WHAT A DAY!!!!! I HATE TUESDAY OFFICIALLY

RABU KHAMIS JUMAAT SAMBUNG HARI LEN!!!
Berokben Lembap mcm Lemboo

Post Panjang Kasik Tunggu Arrr

2010-01-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

u know who u are...................

p/s: Nak buat post pnjang skali kabel henpon tinggal daaa.Xleh ar nak transfer gmbr.Harap sabar dan tunggu.

FINALLY!

2010-01-21T12:28:00.001+08:00

AKHIRNYA SELEPAS 3HARI 3MALAM,
BEROKBEN INI BETOL JUGA!!!

Berokben Celcom mengalami demam panas 40 darjah celcius yg menyebabkan dia xleh berfungsi teros. So bawak g jumpa klinik celcom center dan terus tukar sim baru.

JADI AKHIRNYA BERFUNGSI SEMULA!

Bnyak bende nak cerita ni weh tapi malam sketlah eh malam pon xleh gak sbb kelas smpi kol 9.adeh adeh oklah i try to do the post by midnite.Ni skg bnyk penat wohhh.

Tunggu k malam ni.OK OK OK babai

POST INI PAKAI CAPITAL LETTERS!

2010-01-18T13:33:00.004+08:00

TAKDA KELAS SATU HARI MMG HEAVEN SIOT.
SERIUS SYURGA!

BUT STILL NAK KENE KELUAR GAK NI SBB NAK PEGI CEK MATA.
AKU MCM DA BUTA SKET DAN NAMPAK BLUR2.
HAIH DA TUA NI MCM2 PENYAKIT NAK DATANG. SEMBELIT TAK KIRA!!

LEPAS TUH NAK PEGI AMEK TEXT BOOK YG DA FOTOSTAT,
KEMUDIAN NAK PEGI PUSAT KOKO(BUKAN KOKO KRUNCH) SBB NAK TANYA STATUS DROP KOKO ARITUH DAN BELI BAJU KESAT(INI LISA PUNYAAA)
KEMUDIAN NAK G NAEK BUS JALAN2 SATU ITM(POYO JE)
LALU PULANG KE DATARAN CENDEKIA(DC) UTK LUNCH PADA PUKUL 4PTG.

KALAU GASTRIK JGN NAK BISING.SENDIRI MALAS!
(MAK DONT WORRY,YANA BANYAK STOK MAKAN KAT BILIK NI,
PEROT SENTIASA FULL)

Weeknd With The Girls

2010-01-16T22:02:00.009+08:00

Weekend was spent at my 2nd sis houz,Kak Mai.It was crazy coz for the 2nd time in the row,my plan for friday sure xjadik.I wonder why.Supposedly as usual mybro,wan will pick me up afta Friday's prayer n send me to KTM Shah Alam yg lagi seminggu baru nak smpi depan mata ko.Yeah trust me on the waiting.Mmg super lameeee~Ok continue.Kak mai plan nak kidnap me afta kelas ended on Friday around 10.I xsempat nak salin baju ke hape,teros naek bilik grab my bagpack n karpet yg nak dibasuh tuh. Giler besar karpet tuh n imagine jelah keadaanku yg pakai baju kurung bawak karpet.Ada mcm foreigner jual karpet x?Ha Ha Ha

Okeh then teroslah kak mai bawak pegi bangunan creepy yg seyes xpenah tau kewujudannya. Mmg betul lah ape org cakap,da nampak yg cantek yg buruk mmg xdipedulikan.Ehh ada ke org ckp cmtuh? Kak Mai serabut xsiap 50 more paperbags so dia kidnap me siapkan same2 yg 50 tuh.

Balek je umah sbnrnya xbnyk mane pun 50 tuh,cepat je siap and then tido smpi lebam.Malam hantar to customer.Then tido smpi lebam lagi sbb pagi2 nak pegi IKEA.....AGAINNNNN!!!!!!! Tapi mari makan di Warung Penyet dulu.Gila sedap weh Ayam Penyet and tiz iz my 1st time mmg seyes ar pasni i want to sleep wif Ayam Penyet.Me love u PENYETTTTTTTTT!!!!

Wif Kak Mai waiting for Si Penyet

Then kitorang tunggu SiAnggerik yg gila selamba je leh layan tgk Boys Over Flowers dulu buat kitorang ternanti2,tau lah ko bejiran dgn IKEA kannnn.Grrrrrrrrrr.

SiAnggerik n Okinokiyo

Plan asal pegi Ikea sbb nak beli stuffs for Zarif n Nasya besday yg lagi 2wiks. Stuffs tuh mcm mak nenek punya cawanlah pingganlah. Yelah mak nenek tuh sume. N nasya mmg seronoklah serabot2 dkt Ikea.Adehh Adehh.

Si kecil yg bermain smpi nanges then sume org tgk 2 ekor makcik yg buli budak.

Akibat menanti Nasya so terpaksalah jadik gila di Ikea.TERPAKSA KE?

imma dog.Cute Dog.

Okeh nak cerita yg akibat gila ni smpi lah aku pon terduduk kat tgh2 ikea. Bukanlah tgh2 penjalan kaki.Tapi kat tmpt budak2 men tuh kan.So bila da duduk mestilah amek2 gmbr pastu mmg da jadik kebiasaan bila ajakorg amek gmbr mesti gmbr org yg diajak tuh tetibe xda kepala ke ape kan. Mesti gmbr ko je yg FULL.hahaha. Sekali tetibe ada sorang mat salleh ni terus approach aku then cakap Melayu plak!

Mat Salleh :Eh sengetlah.

Aku :Oh eh?(blur tetibe)

Mat Salleh :Mari saya amekkan gmbr.

Aku :OKEH.(tatau apesal agree sbb da bnyk kot gmbr aku amek)

Jadik gmbr yg before tuh aku nampak comel jer walaupun kepala sianggerik takda. Bila org da approach dan dannnnn gmbr yg after tuh muka aku gemok dan senyum mcm kambeng. FINEEE FINEEEE. Sianggerik excited lebeh tatau apesalllll.

TO BE CONTINUE.Nak balek UiTM jap

Non Pic Post

2010-01-14T01:15:00.004+08:00

Warning awal2 yg post ni xda picture ok.

Yesterday was a bad day for me. I was confused with my own lead or my own choice.A fter a little time of consideration i decide to change my elective subject yg nyanyi2 tuh to other elective subject.Am i running away or admit defeated? Yes i almost can say so. To me, if i am not good with one thing then y should i bother to burden myself with it plus i have a lot more of choices. Obviously i know i am TERRIBLE at singing. Even the whole entire world who lives around me know about it too. But i love my voice, it can be useful at certain times(perasan lebeh). But for singing or even to use my precious voice for TV presenting i dont think i can handle it. So, juz avoid things dat will show the bad side of you. Simple as dat. So sekarang da tukar kelas. Keh keh keh amek kelas presenting sbb i believe i lagi terer handle presentation or meyakinkan org kot.Tapi if tetibe lec ni pon kate aku fail kelas baru ni so aku akan g betul2 terjun bangunan tgkt 14!

Sekarang ni seluar aku makin ketat, aku xtau mengapa. Tapi aku yakin sbb seluar mengecut akibat dibasuh so sbb tuh tak muat.Okeh yakin diri yana! Seluar dalam pon ketat weh.

p/s: I seriously cannot skip meal at all. Sgt bahaya bila perot kosong coz once bila da terasa lapar,terus fobia teringat aksi muntah2 arituh akibat xmakan. So bila i kuat makan jgn tegor ok! I makan bnyk sbb i gastrik! Cehh alasannn!

Selasa Si Malang!

2010-01-12T21:34:00.003+08:00

Isk barula xnak update belog hari ni.Konon nak berenti kejap berblogging. Sekali berlaku sesuatu yg memerlukan aku bgtau kat bloggy!! Enchek Bloggy..............................

I BARU FAIL KELAS PENYIARAN YG BARU PEGI 2 KALI JER.YER 2 KALI JER!! LEC SURO I SING AGAIN IN NEXT WIK CLASSES.KEJAM WEH KEJAM.HAIH TERPAKSALAH JAGA PERUT ELOK2,SBB KENE NYANYI IKOT SUARA PEROT!!!!!

WAN,IGT OKEH JUMAAT NI KELAS VOKAL!!!!

okthxbai,nak pegi bersedeh,
isk rase mcm nak tukar je kelas elektif ni!
risau i xmampu nak score and boleh rosakkan grade i nanti,org nak apply scholar tau x!!!

Aku Layan Korean Korang Pula?

2010-01-11T21:51:00.007+08:00

One thing i notice belajar di SHAH ALAM or to be specific UiTM or to be specific lagi MASSCOM, if u happened to dont have this or know about this then u sgt gile kampung. Seyes ko teros dapat label kampung kalau korang xlayan benda2 di bawah ini:

FACEBOOK!
GOSSIP GIRLS SEASON1-3!
TALK IN ENGLISH ACCENT LIKE U ARE ONE OF ARISTOCRAT'S BRAT!
GELAK MCM KENE SAWAN BABI OR MCM LANGSUIR HISTERIA TERSEPIT KAKI!

Ho ho ho, 4 benda ni kalau korang xbuat or xda or xpenah dgr mmg harus kene gelak or kau teros dipulau di Pulau Perhentian or korang akan dipandang slack sepanjang sem. Sebab itulah little by little we will see thru out the sem yg akan ada sedikit demi sedikit yg jenis baek2 dan sopan2 akan menjurus ke arah 4 diatas semata2 nak rase diri mereka COOL dgn group 4 di atas. Persoalannya di sini,COOL KE?

Facebook. Aku baru layan dalam sebulan lebeh aku da bosan, to me there are nothing different to Friendster or Myspace. Sume tmpt for social networking. Lame2 akan jadik overrated.Percayalah~

Gossip Girls. Weh ni lagilah gila scary,apesal yg da tua2 mcm part 2 ke 3 ke 4 teringin nak jadik mcm Serena,Blair or even Chuck Bass??? They all act jadik taraf budak highschool jer kot,cuma jadik anak org kaye yg mari menghabiskan duit parents dan stabbing member sana sini. Oh yeah,patot pon mostly aku jumpe wannabe GG kat fac! Gile scary weh. Sila lah jadik je diri sendiri.Mcm aku ni, nama saya Liyana. Bukan Blair Liyana mahupun Serena Liyana. Apentah lagi Chuck Liyana. Baek korang tgk Running in Heels, reality show yg mengajar ko bekerja dgn mantap in masscom world. Ni dok seronok berangan layan GG smpi da terjadik Serena Jawa,Blair Jawa dan Chuck Jawa. Scary weh Scary~

Talk in English Accent. Well benda ni susah sket nak comment sbb kdg2 almost everyone secara automatis akan tercakap dgn slang British,US,French,India,Indon,Jawa dan negara asal kelahiran sewaktu dengannya. Tapi kalau org tanya ko asal dari mane pastu ko jawab Parit Buntar dgn lenggok 'Payrit Boontaar', ada gak tetibe termuntah hijau. Dah asal Parit Buntar, Parit Buntar jelah weh xyah tetibe jadik anak England. Ni Malaysia weh Malaysia. Tapi kalau tetibe ko kate 'sayye selayme iniy dibeysarkan di overseas' jadik xdapatla aku nak komen lelebeh ye dak.

Gelak ala2 Tekena Sawan Babi or Langsuir Tersepit Kaki. Hoih ni lagilah,mmg kepantangan bagi aku weh. Pantang weh ahli keluarga aku dgr org gelak2 mcm nak terkeluar anak tekak ni. Aku sendiri admit suara aku memang mcm ni. Tapi aku telah dilahirkan suara jadik mcmni so da kalau Tuhan kata 'Liyana,suara kau mmg macam chipmunk so kau gelak ke nanges ke mmg mcm chipmunk,jadi silalah ko redha jer ok'. Yer kalau aku mmg da dijadikan mcm ni mmg aku redha, tapi da kalau sekumpulan lelaki dan sekumpulan wanita beramai2 mengeluarkan suara chipmunk yg kene sawan babi dan lebeh teruk mcm langsuir tersepit kaki, ko rase ape kesannya kepada mereka yg berada berdekatan? Aku hampir terkencing tadi kerana amat terkejut. Tak Chuck Jawa Bass betul laki2 begini. Yg perempuan lagilah, kuburkan jelah hasrat ko nak jadi Blair tuh. Bek ko amek borang nak jadik langsuir tgh malam di Kolej Perindu, mmg cnfirm lulus tanpa guna kabel atau interview.

So aku cuba berpk jap,sebenarnya mane lagi kampung? Menjadi 4 di atas atau menjadi selain 4 di atas? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~

Aku da lama redha muka aku mcm bulan.
Lame da weh redha tak dapat jadik Blair Jawa

Hah ni senyum2 gembira naek bus kosong smpi tergolek dari seat.Hahaha.

Bus kosong weh kosong! Ni lah best kelas ko 1030pg!

Finally si aten berjaya gak purchase air gelas besar rm3 dia.
Teros bangga diri.

okthxbai.
Aku kene hapal lagu Malaysia Oh Tanah Airku,besok ada test suara sama ada aku kategori sengau atau tak.Fine lah Fine.

Weekend With Half Family

2010-01-10T11:29:00.008+08:00

Even tho jumaat harituh,roh dalam badan merayap2 keluar dari badan akibat kepenatan yg amat sgt but weekend is almost superb! Becoz i get to spend it with kak rai.U know wat i always rase happpy bila met new friends or best friends or any kind of new people lah but bila jumpe family sendiri perasaan nya lagi lagilah happy becoz i get to be myself.U know my true self.Kadang2 kan bila kite dgn kawan2 tetibe je kite bercakap ada slang mat putih padahal selama ni ckp mcm jawe rangers jer.Hah situasi mcm tuhlah yg membuatkan i am so comfortable to be surrounded with my own family.Ok enuff said! I mmg pandai buat esei darjah 5 kan,budak darjah 5 je suka bacalah yana!!!!

So on Friday Night kak rai sgt baek gila da masak dinner.Mee goreng yg emm...sedaplah.Seyes weh sedap :) Then pagi sabtu tuh makan roti bersalutkan planta. But for lunch i request nak masal sambal telur rebus. I yg nak masak sendiri okeh. So kak rai buat sardin i buat sambal telur rebus. Sambal telur rebus saya sedap wohhh,sardin kak rai mmg rase sardin.Hehehe.Makan nasi yg dimasak sendiri seperti di rumah mmg seronok. Bosan makan luar. Then afta dat we went to The Curve,nak cari a few shirts nak g kelas. Last beli bende len plak tapi sbb still ada sale rembat jelah.Beli xbanyak pon sbb mmg tgh kawal bajet harian plus beli benda yg mmg essential. Then hanger shawls di IKEA mmg wajeb dan penting ok! Nak singgah flea market kat street The Curve da xsempat sbb hujan.Takpe2 ada rahmat sbb xjadiklah nak membeli2 ni.Jimat duit ku~

Oh b4 dat nak cerita weh nak cerita! Mase otw nak g The Curve tuh nampak lah asap berkepul2 kat highway nak masuk Damansara Perdana,memula igt air pollution lori mane2 kan.Seyes mmg asap itam smpi ke langit. Sekali bila da close sket dgn area tuh rupa2nya KERETA MERCEDES TERBAKAR!!!!!! SEYES TERBAKAR YG API KUAR DARI DALAM KERETA! SMPI SKG BULU ROMAKU MEREMANG! SANGAT TAKOT BILA IGT BALEK!!!! Bila time nak kepoh2 mcm sume org, kak rai pon suggest sesuatu yg bengong:

Kak Rai :Weh yana,nak x aku reverse balek?

Me :Reverselah,ramai yg kepoh2 pon berenti gak tuh.Bia aku amek gmbar.

Kak Rai :Pakai kamera aku,kamera aku lagi hebat dari ko punya camera hp.

Me :Mane camera ko tuh!

Kak Rai :Tuh ha dalam beg,cepat amek!

Me : (godeh2 beg,on camera dan tertera OUT OF MEMORY) Ape ni!!!!

Kak Rai :Eh oh,wakaakakakaka

Me : (delete2 gmbr dalam cam kak rai)

Kak Rai :Eh aku tak bawak memory card lah, bukan da penuh memory.Wakakakakakaka

Me : (Terus terdiam dan kuar kereta bawak cam separa canggih ku itu)

Nampak tak terbakar tuh? Buat2 nampaklah yer

See see bomba padam api.Ni bukan latihan kebakaran ok!

Tgk jalan on that way terus jam sbb bomba da lintas tgh2 jalan dgn hosenya itu.

Balek malam itu kami reheat semula lunch dan makan ini.

Sedap kalau kitorang ikot arahan memasak itu bebetul.TAPI bila kuar oven jadik cm makan biskot.keh keh keh.

SO FOR SUNDAY'S LUNCH KAK RAI BUAT SPAGHETTI!!!
Isk pedas gila okeh spaghetti/fettuchini ke amende dia buat ni.
Smpi flu buat kali ke-3 pastu diselang seli makan dgn bread pudding utk
redakan kepedasan.

Pedas smpi terbakar2 lidahku.Jadik smbil makan kene layan kekasih hati.

Ini bread pudding.Sedap wohhh.Kak rai silelah kawen bila tiba masenya ye.

Im Not Complaining

2010-01-09T12:59:00.005+08:00

Yesterday is the day where my soul definitely left my body for almost more than an hour.I cant sense anything.I cant hear,smell,breathe and so on.

But first bia cakap dulu ah, im not complaining OK.no no im not.

Okeh sambung balek.

Oleh kerana of my stpidity and laziness, i telah berjaya xbasuh baju for a wik.okeh tahniah tahniah kerana berjaya menjadi bodo dan mengumpul baju2 selama seminggu.Seboleh2 xnak guna RM2.50 dan basuh guna mesin basuh kat tgkt 1.Dan satu lagi seboleh2 juga xnak basuh baju pakai tangan.Rosaklah kuku i.Okeh gedik x?Padahal tangan dan kuku sama taraf je mcm pekerja construction.So dalam erti kata lain mmg PEMALAS.

Jadik semalam hari Jumaat petang i ask my bro to pick me and atiq to send us to KTM Seksyen 19.Little dat i know,dat i suppose to bring all of my laundry with me.So i pon buatlah sedeh dan mcm adek yg sgt pathetic so dat my bro yg baek dan mulia lagi hati yg bawak laundry itu sume dan bawak ke damasara.Oh ye,i decide nak balek ke umah kak rai di damansara sbb nak beli hanger khas for shawls di Ikea.Ngehh ngehh.

Jadik wan pon termakanlah pujuk rayuku ini utk bawa sume laundry busuk i itu.But stilll,i kene bawak jugak satu lagi beg berat yg ada laptop,baju harian i,external and personal stuffs.Well beratnya adalah daam 18kg-20kg.So ke KTM lah kami dgn saya membawa beg berat dan besar.Dan KTM pon mmg famous dgn kelembapan dan keramaian org.So i dan atiq stuck in d middle of pintu KTM yg paleng tepi dan sempit.Dan berjayalah kaum2 1Malaysia ni berhimpit2 dgn kami.I believe mereka berjaya juga transfer a few diseases to me smpi skg i da saket tekak dan flu kembali!!! Serius tersepit smpi muka melekat kat dinding KTM!!!

Ni mmg betul2 melekat ok bukan buat2 melekat.

Berpaut pada pintu KTM pon maseh sempat jawab call bf. Eh x ayah dialah

I dgn atiq ekceli decide nak g Pustaka Mukmin di Jln TAR sbb dgrnya kat situ ada all types of textbooks for IPTA's student.But we can only found a few books which really2 can help us with our esemen.Well sbnrnya ada bnyk,tapi mestilah ada kekangan ekonomi kan kalau nak buy bnyk2.So alang2 ada di Jalan TAR mestilah beli a few shawls.OH INI SO PENTING.I REALLY2 NEED A NEW SHAWLS.So i beli 3 je sbb murah sgt.But still kene jimat jugakkkk!

Mase tuh da around 6pm i guess,so kitorang decide nak baleklah.Atiq balek naek mak dia coz da impossible sgt nak dpt cab by dat time kan.So i pun naek LRT from Masjid Jamek To KJ.Perlukah i nak cerita in details the situation?Yg i tau i almost tersepit kat pintu LRT sbb da terlalu pack,so i tolak sume org pakai beg 18kg i yg berat itu.Geram wehh geramm.Naseb bek aku tak tersepit dan buat scene dekat situ.

Smpi je kat KJ mmg jam gila babeng.So nak naek cab ni tapi drivernya leh plak nak charge RM30! Dari KJ nak ke DAMNSARA PERDANA RM30? Over my dead body!!! baek aku beli 10helai shawls tadi dari bayar kat cina kopek!!! Sbb teramat marah teros duduk tunggu bas.Padahal xtau pon nak naek bas ape.Seyes xtau,apesal terduduk dgn org2 tngu bas pon xtau.Macam tindakan reflex.Seyes weh Seyes!!! Mase tuh da 630,kire baru nak sunset lah, but i've waited for 1 and half hour bas ke OU! Ye 1 jam setengah utk nak ke OU!! Kenape OU?At least from OU i tau taxi driver dia xkejam mcm kat KJ! TAPIII,i xnaek pon bas nak ke OU tuh sbb da majok weh.Aku majok sorang2 sbb dok sorang2 bawak beg berat sorang2.Last2,wan jugalah yg amek aku kat KJ itu. PADAHAL SMLM SEBOLEH2 JANJI DGN WAN YG DIA XPAYAH NAK SUSAH2 ANTA AKU SMPI DAMANSARA YG JAM TUH,TAPI LAST2 WAN JUGAK YG DTG TO THE RESCUE.MMG PERFECTLAH PLAN YG XMENJADI NI KAN! So wan pon dtg to the recuse,mase tuh i da mcm indon jual kain.Selekeh gila.Sbb da lame tunggu bus n peloh2 last2 kene tunggu wan yg dtg dar Shah Alam.Wan,nanti ko kawen aku jadi pengapit ko k.Ha ha ha.

Tgh tnggu bus.Bus ape tunggu pon xtau.

Dari ptg da dibawa ke malam.haihh tak tak mana ada complain.

So i selamatlah arrived ke umah kak rai dgn my 2 big laundry yg dibawa oleh wan and beg 18kg i yg dibawa kehulur dan hilir itu.Seriously muka da pucat gila dan roh dalam badan da keluar ke mana-mana ntah.And i ter-slept so early terlepas tgk 1n2d!!! PERFECT PERFECT!!!

BUT SERIOUSLY IM NOT COMPLAINING!! KOT!!!

Khamis Yg Besh

2010-01-07T15:45:00.008+08:00

Cepat gila da kames kan!!! Besok jumaat pastuh leh balek umah,bes gila bes gilaaa xyah join kesatria!

Hari ini supposedly ada 2 classes which is BM and Writing.But semalam tetibe kate ada majlis ape mende ntah kat DSB(Dewan Seri Budiman).So kolej mcm pandai saiko sape2 xpegi kene macam2lah so kami yg part 1 yg cm baek ni pun mudah kene saiko dan termakan dgn anasir-anasir jahat kolej melati so kami pon pegi.Kol 730pg da kene tunggu bas! Gile saiko pagi2 nak naek bus mcm pekerja kilang plak.I bangun awal gila.Alarm belom bunyi tau2 da bangun so better mandi awal dari rebut2.Dok itm ni keje rebot jer,rebot mandi,rebot naek bus,rebot nak amek makanan free.Hahaha.Nanti aku rebot amek laki korang pulak ok.

Senario di waktu pagi di bus stop kolej melati di mana ikan2 sardin berlomba lomba memasuki tin sardin utk dijual di pasaraya Bintang.Sape kurus muatlah yer.

Kami terpilih menjadi ikan sardin di dalam tin sardin UiTM

Nak naek bus mmg nyampah gila,mcm amende ntah nak tolak2 kan.Tarik tudung korang karang!!Gila xsempat nak pk ada sivik ke x teros je tolak nak masuk bus.Sume org gila,nak gak tgk satu hari nanti ada org tergolek depan bas sbb suke sgt tolak2.Dan harap2 org itu bukanlah i.he he he.

Sampai je kat DSB dah penuh plak terus menyumpah2 dalam hati sbb kene halau mcm bodo gila tapi rupa2nya kene gak g dewan sebelah which is annexe yg tgk majlis thru screen je.Then ada sorang budak KESAT cuba tarik i dan nana utk duduk di DSB yg da penoh itu.Banyak cantek ko,tadi halau pastu suro aku dok balek.Sekian terima kaseh jelah.

Masuk dalam Annexe rase lega sket sbb sejuk.Start je majlis kitorang da kepoh xsenang duduk sbb bosan dan ngantok gila.So aktiviti menggampang diri pon bermula:

Menggediklah kami sbb bosan.Nana kate i comel.haha.
Cube tgk celah2 gmbr tuh ada bdk posing xtau malu.Grrrrr

Atiq dan i yg serabot dan cuba membuat aksi2 ngok ngek.
Tgk maseh ada lagi bdk2 yg menyelit nak pose gak.Grrrrr

Part yg paleng besh pasal g taklimat adalah dapat nasi percuma,air percuma,buah pear percuma dan kupon dtg taklimat percuma.Bende2 percuma ni mmg buat hati berbunga2 tetibe tapi bila nampak situation bawah ni teros serabot kepala.Hu Hu Hu.....

Bende percuma mmg suma org suka kan.
Kami pon suka juga utk berada bersama barang percuma.

The best part agaaaaaiiin kami jalan lagi sekali balek dari DSB ke Kolej Melati.Yer jalan yer.Mmg jalan kaki betol.Bukan aku saje buat citerh saje nak tunjuk hebat dan korang mengaku jelah mmg hebat kan kitorang ni sanggup jalan kaki.Gembira betol berjalan kaki mcm dekat jer kolej kitorang tuh.Tapi bila twice ko buat bende ni terus ko xda hal nak berpeluh2 mcm anjeng lagi sekali.Ha ha ha.Yelah kitorang da xkuasa nak layan drama bus itm ni.

So ptg ada kelas writing dan tunggu2 lec xda!!!! Grrrrr geramm jer penat jalan.So kami pon meliar dalam kelas borak mcm cacat,kelas sebelah plak sopan jer diam belajar,tapi kelas kami yg xda lec ni mmg biadap bising2 mcm anak2 terbiar.

Ini hanya half je dari classmate i.
Sume ada 15 org,yg balance tuh tgh borak2 buat hal sendiri.

ok sekian dari bilik berita.Sekarang nak pegi tidooooo!

p/s: Hari ni ternampak/terjumpe/terserempak famous blogger which is macham iz punye.Tak kusangka bleh ternampak iz.she's pretty.iz next time marilah kite terserempak dan amek gmbr laga2 pipi.ha ha ha ha.okbai.

Third Day Serabot

2010-01-06T17:54:00.005+08:00

Kadang-kadang rase mcm perlukah aku konon2 nak rapat dgn mereka.

Kadang-kadang rase apesal aku kene ikot cara kau.Cara aku lagi best kot.

Kadang-kadang rase bila x mingle nanti org cop sombong dan lagi teruk poyo.

Kadang-kadang bila kita be nice dan senyum dgn niat nak be friendly tapi ko pandang aku atas bawah mcm aku pakai baju cap belacan teros rase ko hebat sgt ke.

Kadang-kadang terjadi mcm wannabe gossip girl yg mcm gedik2 semata2 nak be friendly supaya next time xdalah org nak kate sombong ke hape mende kan.

TAPI ITU BUKAN AKU
tapi
mcm kene jugak hadam keadaan ini.
No IM NOT CULTURE SHOCK.
IM NOT DAT EASY OK!
BNYK LAGI AKU PERLU BUAT DALAM HIDOP AKU NI DARI LAYAN WANNABE GG!
SO JGN NAK GROUP DGN AKU KALAU KO PEMALAS DAN WANNABE.

mak jgn risau,yana ok jer.yerlah awal2 kene hadam sume ni.ya Tuhan,naseb baek ada kawan2 yg mmg da kenal sejak zaman kesengalan.so bila aku mcm ckp pelik sket xdalah org kate euwww or bila aku buat lawak xdalah org senyap mcm aku baru ckp benda bodo.

p/s: terapi minggu ini adalah harus balek ke umah kak rai di damansara dan melayan 1n2d di astro 303 dan juga mengossip pasal budak2 wannabe gg ni.